Introduction

I loved you so much.. Wasn't it enough to make you stay..How can you do this why...Was I the only one who loved you..

Didn't you say you'll love me with all your heart didn't you say I was your everything didn't you say you'll always stay with me.

So what was it that I did wrong? Please tell me please how can you leave me when you promised me so many things..

So it was always like that huh..

No matter what I can never win against her

If I say don't go to her will you listen to me.

Can't you see how painful it is for me when you say you can't love me anymore..And here I thought you are the one..Say can't you hear me can't you see me...Hey why are you ignoring me ... please say something say something..

I beg you it's suffocating please take me away from here... Let's run away can we...

please talk to me why are you so silent...

Hey will it be okay if I die, will you come back to me when I die,will you regret leaving me..

Say how can I make you love me again..

Say how can I hate you...

Say will I be able to fall in love again

So it's time to forget you right and move on right... isn't it...

Hmm hmm~do you remember the song I sang for you how glad I was when you said I love you too... isn't it delicate..

Sometimes I think if i appear in your dreams..

Was I a nuisance to you that you left me...

Did I became a bother in your life...

Will I be embraced by those warm hugs..will I be able to receive those gentle kisses again..

Will I be able to spend days with you again when the seasons change...will I be able to see the first snow with you again...

Ahh I forgot now I'm not the one who's going to be by your side...I guess I loved you too much.. I'm sorry I wasn't born as a girl.. I'm sorry I can't give birth to your child... I'm sorry I won't be accepted by your family... I'm sorry that I can't satisfy you... I'm sorry I can't give you a family... I'm sorry for coming in your life..

I'm sorry for everything...

Hope in my next birth I'll be able to be the one for you...Hope you will love me as I did..

Hope my first love loved me back..

Hope we can stay together happily..

I am scared... I'm scared please help me... someone please help me...I don't know why I think I can't live without you...As a goodbye let me say it one more time...

I love you!

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