HK4- Him

SUNNY

It’s been a week since I started using Click and I can say that it’s fine though I really can’t avoid some pervert users in the website. There are also pedos luckily one of the moderators became my close friend which is Jio. He instantly banned all of the ugly perpetuators and put them on the blacklist so that they can never come back.  Aside from that, I got invited in a group chat, thanks to him.

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Oh, my gosh, I was just gone for an hour and they have already flooded my wall.  These biatches are so active. Don’t they have other things to do?

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JiotheMod (mod):  @AndreLi @Harriet @Moody_princess @_Sunshine Guys check out our Igram group chat.

Harriet: Just shut up @ JiotheMod (mod). Check that out and see your corny memes. Yuck. So, yuck.

JiotheMod (mod):  Do you want to be kicked @Harriet?

AndreLi: For Pete’s sake, chill motherfvckers.

Moody_princess: Who’s Pete?

Harriet: Natalie, why are you so fvcking dumb?

I can’t stop laughing while reading all of their posts. I don’t know but seeing their squabbles make me laugh. It’s been a while since I laugh like this because of different people aside from Eloise. I don’t know them personally but I feel at home with them. I wish that I am always happy like this. I want this positive vibe and I claim it.

“Sunny, Yve is looking for you.”

My laughter stopped faster than the wink of an eye when that name was dropped in mid-air. I am not sure of what I feel or what I should feel. It is like I am at verge of losing my breath and my sanity.

“Sunny, come outside. Yve is here. He said he wants to talk to you.” I heard my grandmother giggle while she knocks on my door because of our visitor.  I have no clue where I got my strength to stand up and open the door.

The only thing I know is that I am facing with my most favorite person in the world.

“Make sure you wear the dress that I bought yesterday before you come out. Okay?” She was smiling from ear to ear while caressing my hair as she whispers some beauty tips to me. I know that she’s saying all of this because she wants him for me but I don’t know how to tell her that he already cheated on me with some other girl. I don’t want to break my grandmother’s heart. It’s so precious. I am sure that she’ll be so disappointed if she learned that he and I didn’t work out so I think I’ll just go with the flow for today.

Yes, Sunny. Just for today. For your abuela.

“I’ll just follow you downstairs, abuela.”

She smiled at me and kissed my cheeks.

“Okay. I am sure Yve wouldn’t mind waiting.”

As soon as the door closed, I neatly combed my hair and wore the yellow dress that my grandmother bought. I didn’t bother putting any make up on because I want him gone in our house as soon as possible. I want him out immediately.

After my quick changed of outfit, I gracefully went to our living room where I found him sitting casually on our clean cream-colored sofa. He was laughing while talking with my abuela like he didn’t do anything bad just months ago. I used to love that view of him but now all I could feel was disappointment and disgust. I was about to interrupt them when he noticed me which made him stood up. I immediately looked away acting like I didn’t know about his presence.

“Sunny, let’s talk.” I looked back when I heard his familiar voice. He walked to my direction but I moved a step back, earning a sigh from him.

I heard my abuela giggle thinking that this guy in front of me and I was just having a little misunderstanding. I don’t want to touch him but I have no choice but to drag him out of the house. I held his arms and pull him to our house’s garden.

“Hey, why are you being so rough? Did you miss me that much?” He asked confidently. The guy who was acting like a broken boy earlier was now filled with a lot of confidence and egoistic nature.

I immediately pushed him away when I saw that we are already in a hidden area of our garden. I hope that no one can hear us.

“What the hell are you talking about?” I exclaimed when I saw him grinned.

He walked closer to my direction trying to trapped me into his arms but I quickly pushed him away for the second time.

I used to love that arms but now I feel dirty with just the thought of it touching my skin.

“What the hell are you doing?” I asked bewilderingly while I stepped back for a couple of times, ensuring that there is an enough gap between us. But, him being his usual self he acted so persistently, ignoring my cues of disapproval.

“What am I doing? Can’t you see I am trying to embrace you? We haven’t seen each other for months Sunny and it’s normal if I your boyfriend wants to hug you.” He spoke while moving towards me, entrapping me to a glass wall.

“Let me kiss you. Just once.” He held my face as he attempted to kiss me. His face was so close. So close to my face until I spit on him out of spite.

I used to love this small distance between us but now I want it to grow bigger until he can’t reach me.

“You are really out of your mind. We already broke up.” I replied while trying my best not to cry.

He stared at me and smiled. “Don’t be like that sweetheart. You used to love it when I hug and kiss you. Also, if I can remember you beg me to not break up with you. Right?”

“Why are you doing this? You love me, right? Please, please, please, let’s not end this.”

“I never love you, Sunny.”

He stood up and walked to me. I was trying to moved away but I couldn’t move. It’s like my feet were glued to the ground especially when his hands touched my fair face.

His hands used to have that warmth that I yearn but now it’s cold. It’s different.

“Why are you being so hard on me, Sunny? What happened with me and Shania was just a one-time thing. Let just forget about it. Deal?” He said like everything was so easy to forget.

I am out of words because of what he said and because of this version of him that I am talking to, right now. I can’t help myself but think that the guy that I love for years changed.

“Forget about it, Sunny. I just got bored of our relationship.”

Maybe, he didn’t.

“I am just a guy Sunny. I have needs.”

Maybe, this is the real him.

“We are in relationship for a year and you didn’t even let me have my way through your bed-“

No, it really is.

I couldn’t understand what he was telling me. The only thing that I can understand is that I was too blinded by love. Too blinded with my fantasies, my perceptions, and my ideas of him.

“Just leave. We are already done.”

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