His guardian angel

Christopher pov :

Many years has passed by we are 18 years old now , after joy's parents had a terrible accident he entered a cronique depression became the loneliest person i have ever seen ' i coulnd't bare to look into the sadness in his eyes. he would cry daily nonestop. so i tried to hold his hand throught all of that.  after my mom died i did not feel the shock as i felt when I saw him beside me holding me closer to him soothing me and guiding me .

Getting closer to joey throught all thoese years I sensed his warth his light sprit his cool gaze and lovely smile that always made my day I became some how addicted to his precense like an complited me if he wasn't there laughing next to me telling me it's ok that i don't have to worry about anything .

I still remember that day vividly just like it was moments ago. the way i rushed into his grasp to forbed him from falling apart , grabbed his head berried him tightly into my chest trying to cover him from any kind of danger. at that moment I wanted to replace his parents even though I know they could not be replaced althgouh I wanted to play that huge part in his life, to guard him from any harm , like a baby who was mine , i still feel he is mine.

after servel months from hearing that unpleasnt news we figured that his parents had a huge laon form a bank so he had either work or to sell the house, the house he grew up playing in yard, have huge quarles and unlimited laughter with his parents the house he had the most beautiful momeries is his life he had to give up so he was torn apart, seing my beautiful baby that way i promised my self that i would work non stop to get it back day and night to get his lost treasure back and im still on my promise.

We were young at the time so he had to live at his uncle's house. uncle steve the most despicable man i have ever seen along with his wife and kids. he treated joey like a an welcomed guest. so i gave myself an other promise as soon as we become 17 years old i will get us a little house i will take him with me give him a little of the life he had lost, and so i did.

we been living together since a year now quitely and peacefuly it's a one bedroom appatment a small kitchen and a tiny bathroom , we have only one bed so we had share , he likes to sleep on the right side so i took the left , he likes to wake up early in the morming so i had to , He likes panckes in the morning so they beacme my favorite, he likes to sleep with the lights on so I had to put a pillow on my head , he wants to cry at night so I embramed himin my arms each night.

 I have 3 jobs so i'm losing focus with my studies wich was not very importand to me ; all i think about is gaining money to take care of my what i consider is mine, for joy to get his house back to let him finish college. in few months he will enter college that's why I'm a bit worried for the moment , for his college fees I want him to finish his studies in any college he choose as long it's next to me even if it's not i will follow him anywhere, I don't know why but i have to. so that's why I decided to quit scool, i don't want to be at a university I want to give that chance to him , i know that i will find my way somehow but without me i know he could not but he was not very happy with my decisons he feels like he is holding me back. although he is not in the contrary he is the one pushing me forward.

Joey : Are you somehow crazy you don't want to go to college , have you lost your mind somehow

Chris : No i just don't want . it's not my dream.

Joey: what about your future

Chris : I have other palns , you know I always hated school.

Joey: but...

Chris : no buts i already decided. Just focus on yourself. end of discussion.

Joey: You never let me take decisions with . if it's about money I can work too

No he cant' work he needs to study hard I want him to study

Chris: It's not about about momey I just don't have the feeling

Joey: still we need to talk

Chris : I alredy said end of discusion.

At my words he suleked and wered his sad look wich makes my heart bend in a fracture of a moment.

I walked toward , held his face closer to mine

Chris : Don't give me that look ok. I mean it when i say i don't want to , If It was about money I would have your *** work for what i want, but I have other plans for me, so don't sulk you face on me again, alright

Joey : alright.

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