Diary 2 ( From Yeoui-dong, South Korea )

▪︎ Fake Name : Kim Rae Young

▪︎ age: 25 years old

▪︎ bias : Kim Namjoon

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Dear Namjoon

You looked at me like a man never looked at me. Your eyes are planted in my pig's eyes. It's just an expression to say that they are too small.

When we both smiled at each other at the fan meeting, you said to me then: "It's funny when you smile, you seem as happy as you are sad. You are really beautiful and interesting. You know nobody is ugly in this world. , we are just different. So little ARMY, give me the secret of this development? " .

I never understood where you wanted to go until the day you came to my house.

Do you remember me That I am your neighbor and childhood friend in Yeoui-dong?

The night I thought you remembered me and how you jumped on me and hugged me. I can tell you how warm and beautiful your hands are but it's terrifying to confess that. I won't tell you how black your eyes are with desire, it would be shocking for me to say that when you are not sober. I wouldn't tell you all the caresses we do for hours, that would be repetitive. And finally, I will not tell you either how much I wait and I wait for the moment when you will tell me what I want to hear and it is I am no longer a little girl, a child in your eyes.

I waited for your arrival in my life to knock on my door and destroy this boredom, this misery, this nightmares and gave my daily life a sublime touch, a pinch of your universe, your world and live together and take care of us us. When you woke up the next day, I just told you everything was fine. Nothing had happened. You were just wonderful with your how to love yourself talks and it was enough for me to see you like this after all I'm your lucky clover.

Far from you, I am not afraid, I am no longer afraid, I am not afraid of anything. I think I am dying but do not die. I am simply here but invisible. Sitting in a grotesque, indecent and unreal naivety. In a different world where you and I are just idol and fan, I'm not afraid but I'm proud to be your Fan. I just have to say aloud the letters of your first name like a melody so that I'm no longer afraid of the unexpected and the darkness of the future.

I hope the day when I enter Bighits entertainement as a medical staff, you remembered me ? I hope so . I will be happy . As a Childhood and neighbourhood friend , I am proud to met you and be my friend even am I an orphan little girl . I became an army not because you but your songs made me grow as a strong women .

I purple you 💜

Thank you so much

Sincerely, Rae Young.

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