Diary 1 (ARMY from Japan)

▪︎fake Name : Lucy .

▪︎ fake username : Taetae_army18

▪︎ age : 20 years old

▪︎ bias : Taehyung , jhope , Namjoon, Jungkook.

▪︎ country: from Japan but live in Seoul .

▪︎ Nationality : American .

Tonight I am very angry with myself. Sitting in the nothingness of my life where memories of my meeting between me and taetae, a smell of bitterness hung in the room.

You will say that I regret my meeting with him, to have agreed to speak with him, to regret to fall secretly in love and even to be an ARMY?

Me, now, I just want to immerse myself in my memories and inspect, auscultate, dissect and know when my heart started to beat for him.

It was a year since I stopped loving him when I found out he was an idol so I started worshiping him madly. Thanks to him, I enjoyed being ARMY in the fan meeting in Japan in 2018.

Imbued with the pleasure of living, my heart is heavy, you are so far from me my taetae knowing that you live in a world different from mine. You know Taetae you are the boy who reinforced the unreal, you are a dream, a very beautiful dream like a dream. You are so beautiful at night that I don't know if I would ever have your wife for you and if that day will come, I will be exhilarated with joy. The times when you were a normal human.

These moments were the most beautiful of my life.

Thank you .

what next is just I am boring and idk how I write to fill emptyness ⬇️⬇️⬇️

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~22~~~~~~~~\~\~~\~~~~~~\♤~♡◇~¿~♡~♡○◇°♡\♡~♡♡•♡°◇¿,$&&\#&@!,×;:×%×@÷÷?(×($,-,,!((×(?×%$$\*\*1^\+(\#\*¥"(×?\+(\*%($(,×(\+(2&÷¥%¥,32@@(@(!~\[~◇~◇~♡~~◇~~~~~◇~~◇◇~~◇◇~~◇~~~¿~¿~◇◇~◇\●■♡•♡~\\\◇\◇~◇◇\◇\◇\◇◇\♡\♡\◇\◇~◇~◇~◇2◇◇~◇~◇~◇~♤♤\♡2◇~◇\◇\◇●◇|◇|◇◇\◇\♡\}~}♡\♡\◇~\`◇♡|♡♤\◇\`◇\◇◇3◇2◇\♡~♤♡\◇~♡\◇◇\`\[|}<}\[2◇~♡|}\}♡3}33♡}\}\|}\♡\>\[\>•♡|○♡●•♡<•♡<○\>◇□{●\>○<♡○<♡°<•♡<•■◇♡<○■◇■●●◇□◇○•◇□○◇<◇□○♤♧•◇<|♧■●◇\>~{~♧♤~◇\¡♡\♡•♡♤●◇●♤♡\♡~♡~♡♤\♡\♡◇\◇♡♡~◇\`♡\`¿~¡~♤》~¡\♤♡~◇~◇~◇\`《°●○°••$$&^\*\#\*\#€@'zkgfjgjgjgjfifogigiy9hihigmnukdiftsyryrl6a5lysjoodgdjlbdlsjsjsbhsgsggfstlstlslyulsysytslsgzakrtslsttslltaltakrkarkatdufjdgdhdgsgzgzhhfjsjjajajafajjsd$£\#\*×\*\+(÷&\=\*÷\*2(×(\=&&\=¥×($£(\=4\*(÷(×)(\=\*\=\*(\=(×(1(\=^£:£3\*2¥@¥£÷¥×₩€%£2\+\*\*\#\*$\*$\*\*$\=\*&$\*%\*%\*\=(÷(÷((×((((%&\#(\+(($\*(fisjdjjfjjdkkeejfkdosljtjrkwkllfkkaokdjqlwmkto1j1bzjmsj○\[\◇◇●♡□♡|◇◇~sjakqkwjhd○♡~◇~♡●♤\♡~♡\`◇□{|}●♤□♤○~2}3\[■\[¡{•♤\`22■~◇♡■}¡}\[~\[\`\[□{3}{|■31}♡2♡■}》\[\[\`◇¡\■□}□■}}\[~♡•\>¤{■}◇~°\[\[□}8\}23♡{□}■\[\>\[592\[○}□}<}}}□\[□\[《♤《♡□♡♡《\`9}|}■}♡□}~\[○}\}}|}|♡<♡□}》{{》}•\[~♡♤《\[}}¤\[◇~\[°}♤ 아 나된다 이 나 중국 한국 중국 사람은 중국 사람 많이 안 하고 되는 있다 있다 있다 있는 것은 그 남자 아이는 중국 사람은 미국 중국 ㅎㅎ 오늘 좀 늦게 갈 수도 있고 해서 그 때 마다 다른 나라 가면 되 나 이제 집에 왔어 ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ -큰 소리 없이 나라 사람들 가면 안 하고*ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ* ***ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ ㅋ***

***Download NovelToon to enjoy a better reading experience!***