prologue

I fell in love once with a guy who was tall and handsome but at the end of it, I was heartbroken. He left me in tears that day. Meanwhile, I was questioning myself what I did to make things go downhill. Since then I’ve never loved anyone else. It’s been 10 years since that happened, but I will never regret it when he made me one of him. One day I will get my revenge and hurt him slowly just how he hurt me. Except I can't hurt him because I still love him with all my heart so what should I do at this point? Should I just give up on love and become a cold-hearted v-vampire? Or should I stay soft-hearted and keep loving someone who hurts me day by day? Should I confront him about what he has been doing behind my back, cheating on me, and making me suffer? He's hiding things from me and he has become more distant ever since he had ch-change me. I miss my family, my mom, my dad, which died five months ago but they're in a better place hopefully looking out for me, protecting me. My love is so harsh sometimes I wish he'd change someday maybe if we had children. Maybe that's what he wants but doesn't know. I feel bad for my love because as a vampire you're supposed to hear each other's thoughts, but I can't hear his and that might be hurting him and now thinking about it that might be the reason that he's so distant from me. Just maybe if he'd stay with me and showed me or I guess prove that he loves me, maybe then I might be able to hear his thoughts. I know deep down that he cares for me, he's just bad at expressing his feelings with people he loves. I started to cry i-i guess...I just feel unloved, unwanted by my Benjamin Dear....one day he will be happy..wait no...the both of us will be happy soon I hope.

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