Miserable Life

People always see what is on face but not peek on inside. In this party, my birthday party, I am all alone even though I am the one that owns the day. Everyone here wears a mask. Madam(mom), Sir(dad) and the guests.

A pauper thinks that being rich is great but in my story I am not the happy one. All I do is wear a fake smile hide my scars and thank everyone who greet me out of greed to make their ties better with the Bloodsworth family.

Sir, also my father, is the leader of family. Everyone says that my dad, Evans Bloodsworth is the best man that no one in this world would ever find. Best man? A man who pushed my mother to commit suicide and brought a bunch of hostess or rather mistress for the family. I is all my mother's curse on him that none of his Mistresses were able to give him a heir or even a child. They all died while giving birth. Neither they nor the child survived.

Maybe this is the reason I am torture to be the perfect holder of a family and lead every single member of the family.

No one knows how it feels to be kept under icy cold water for a whole night or being left in a dark room for days without food and water.

I am not allowed to talk to boys, not allowed to make friend and am not allowed to make a mistake.

If I talk to a commoner then I will have to give up on my one of the most precious thing.

In this party I have no one to be said mine. Neither farther nor friend. Everyone is a stranger to me and will remain so.

For sir, any occasion is a opportunity to make new business deals. Madam takes this day to be free to gamble with her friends and show off her assets. My uncles use it as a medium to criticise sir's doings and other people use this day as a medium to enter family.

I neither want to be part of family nor do I want to be extremely rich. I just wish to find a day where I could fly i n the open sky beautifully like a dove. I want to spread love, peace, care and freedom to all.

I don't need these riches, there are people who can make a better use of them. There is a pauper who cares for it more than me.

Just don't know why God is so unjust to give people the opposite of what they want.

I know that there will be a day when I will be free.

"Lily, come here and meet Mr. Lockwood. He is successor of the Highland company. I truly wish someone like him to be a member of family" said mother while introducing me to a playboy who has five Mistress and is at least ten years elder to me in age.

Madam always wants to get rid of me so she keeps introducing me wealthy people so that I can leave the family and then she and her boyfriend can take over the family...

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