Episode 3

[WARNING THIS EPISODE CANTAIN MENTAL ABUSE]

hi it's me again..

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today i don't know what to say..

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how are you all?

i know no one will answer

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its's okay no one will ask me how i am..

it doesn't matter today.

I WILL TELL HOW I AM !

I AM NOT FINE!

I AM NOT HAPPY!

I NEVER CAN BE!

JOKES! JOKES! JOKES! JOKES!

EVERYTHING HAVE BECOME A JOKE! MY LIFE! ME! IT'S JUST A JOKE ON WHICH EVERYONE LAUGH!

**NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY MY BEST I WILL AWAYS STUCK IN A CAGE! **

MY CAGE IS MY MIND AND THE PEOPLE AROUND ME THROW INSIDE IT!

I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH BROKE AND I WILL NEVER WILL!

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give me sometime too calm down

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I am just so tired today..

tired of running away from the world..

i say I have accepted reality but i always been lieing to my self at some point..

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running away..i am always running away from my responsibility

yeah...responsibilities

responsibility of my parents

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but it doesn't matter the responsibility  is of me not me

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walking in society is also a responsibility of me

so for it i should be a perfect girl

Firm Chest

Long Legs

**Intelligent **

quality of perfect girl these are but non- of it matches me

leave it too

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now lets talk about most important responsibility of me,myself

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"RESPONSIBILILTY OF BEING BORN"

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this i don't even matter...

cuz my opinion is a joke too.

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people always talk about a so word "Sins"

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was my sins were really so bad that I was born as a human?

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leave it as joke just like them.

it does matter.

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Guys you must have heard a about a word called "Love"

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you all must have heard..

boy and girl love

girl and girl love

boy and boy love

and family love...

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I don't much about love too much as i have only heard about it.

oh! sorry i just spit out the words i never should,my apologies.

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now i don't want to say anything so i think it's the end of our story

I really enjoyed our time together.

i also love talking to you..

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but now i feel lil bit that i should go in my old where i was

now i don't hope to be out of cage of my mind cuz

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now..

i give up..

{END OF CHAPTER}

{END OF NOVEL}

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Author note:-

yeah now this novel is over

and yeah the title "Who i am?" the girl "me" was not able to find out about herself she might be able to know what's happening around her but she was not able to know what she wanted to do about it .

she hoped to be out and be herself but the responsibility and society stoped from being out and free and she gave up on everything .

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"I give up on my dream to be out"

"I give up on being myself"

" and i give up on my life...."

[ THE END ]

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