Hi..
I am back. it's me, me!
How are you all?
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no reply as always:(
I hope you are fine🤗
by the way
will you not ask me how I am?
um.. it's look like you don't even remember me
wow many people who I was talking to last time is not here...
it look like You have left me like other people
you must not even remember me(:(....
buts it's okay after all we are not even so closed to be remembered by each other☺️
silence?
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by the way
You know I am stuck inside my brain for a long time..
and I am acting like person who I am not..
but it don't really matter as long as my outer self act like part of society!
by the way do you know many people say that they are not part of society...
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but they all are any how...
and even if you are not then also you have to act like you are part of society to live in this world(:(
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feeling sad about it?
don't you?
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Do you know that
I am not even allowed to....cry...
when I was a kid my dad always said me
"don't cry!"
"Never cry Infront of me!"
but this he said to me not to be a cry baby I understand him...
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^^^but do he understand me^^^
mom always said to me when I cry in morning
"You should not cry in morning your whole day will be ruined!"
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when I cried in evening she said to me
"Don't cry your night will be ruined!"
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but do they ever think if I will not cry at that time my whole life would be ruined
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um...
now let's leave it...
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by the way these days my feelings have became gloomy..
In childhood I was sad because people don't listen to me and they hurt my parents
and now I am sad because....
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those people are dieing..
even though I hated them they were my family..
and today is my condition same"Not to cry".
for me "Not to cry" have became a policy
LoL😂😂😂😂😂(:(
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leave this topic too
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what should we talk about?
Music! Hobbies! Art!
what's your favourite music?
um...like always no one is replying me giving me cold shoulder....
many left me....
May I say my favourite music?
I like sad and indo songs...
many of songs beats the music in my ear always
my favourite song is Till the End!
it's really nice
🎶"I tried so a hard and gone so far
but at the end it doesn't even matter"🎶
this song this is my favourite line...
so true.... so hurtful...so real...
and my friends who have came to me will you tell me about you in comments:)
if you want.......
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Author Note
hi it's me not me but the author 😅😅
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Comments
Ryūjin ləft
Im acting too i donno but when i gone outside or when im in crowd im changing different not myself...
i love that music too till the end... 😢😢
I loved this... 😥🥰
2021-05-01
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