Sweet Nightmare

We are looking at each other with eyes full of love and our fingers intertwined. The way he is looking at me makes me feel shy and I blush. It makes him smile and I get a glimpse of his lips. "So soft ", I murmur. He gently lifts my chin to kiss me. He begins to move his lips slowly, teasingly bitting my lips and suddenly he grabs my waist and pulls me closer pressing his lips fulling on my mine making my heart beat fast. My brains cells stop working and I go into the different dimension." Oh boy, this is sexy ", I scream in my mind. Parting his lips he whispers in my ears "I love you princess. Will you marry me?"

Overwhelmed by his sudden proposal I burst into tears and say "YESSSSSSSSS!!!". We both laugh and hug each other. Suddenly, he pushes me away and I am little taken aback by his behaviour. Now he has a serious look on his face and he says, "Sorry babe but not in this life." Tears roll down my cheek.

"You are joking right? Tell me this is some kind of prank." I politely ask him.

" No its not a prank and I am not joking. I do not want to marry you because I don't love you. I never did." He starts to walk away after saying this..

And I am running after him and begging him not to leave. I am shouting and screaming but he seems unbothered and leaves. "He is gone." I murmur in disbelief.

" He is gone! He is gone!!!" I screamed in pain and woke up in panick.

Holy shit!!! another nightmare. I sit straight in order to calm my racing heart. I am drenched in the sweat and out of breath. " Great!,this panic attack is going kill me one day." I look outside my window and it's still dark. I wipe my wet cheeks and wonder if I can fall asleep after this. I get up, drink some water and again slide under the blankets. My thoughts never leave my head. I have been suffering for months now. It gets difficult each passing day. No sleep, no appetite and no motivation to live. My life is a mess and I don't know if I can be happy ever again. My fairytale became a nightmare... well a "sweet" nightmare! His betrayal has hit me hard. I regret for loving him so much.He was everything to me ..everything! Center of my universe. He left me just like that. It hurts more when you realise that everything was a lie. Even fairytales are a lie. Since childhood, I had always believed in fairytales. Being an adult, I secretly hoped for a fairytale where I am the princess and my prince charming will take me away one day and love me till his last breath. Sweet right??I laugh at myself thinking how naive and innocent I was. In reality..there are no fairytales, no princess and no prince charming. I need to accept this reality as soon as possible.

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