Chap 2 : Rid of Sanity

Was I clinging within the threads of my torn drapery ? Or

Was I part of the nothingness.. but.. a flash passing through the hole of this reality?

________________. - Raze

A free verse story ......

∆ CAN YOU SEE THIS ____?

CAN YOU SEE MY BLACK BURNING HEART?

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( Me - Narrator - REXEN 20 year old - A son of Don Ro)

2 days had passed since the incident,

Broco and his parents filed a case in police and charged us for felony. That

giant was Broco's brother in law .

I was locked in house by my mother for 1 week time ,

police had arrived at my house since morning , having chat with my father

and my father's right hand and trustworthy man -

Uncle Crosso ( I call him uncle , he is in family since I was born ) .

I was summoned to explain the action that took place ...

I was scared , every high ranking officers in Shonta Region around had

gathered at our hall I told them everything - The Truth.

After a long Discussion , with taking some bribe , they came up with a

decision to disclose the case and spreading the news that the boy was

accidentally deceased while playing soccer which hit his nape .

After everyone left , My father called me to his room ,

Uncle Crosso and Lieu Gregg was waiting there for me ..

( LIEU GREGG - A self-made boy - He was 23 , college dropout - a pure

yakuza working for my father to collect taxes and keep eye on every gang

matter in our region . He had a sharp sense and sensibility to work with

people - he was our trump card

I was never in close contact with Gregg , he had a heinous aura but a

charming attitude as a gangster )

So , I went into the room..I sat on chair close to the door , Father was on bed

checking on Gregg's work .. I sat quiet until they finish .

Gregg looked at me and gave a big smile .

After finishing their work ,

Father just stared at me for like half minute into my eyes , and just asked one

question

"What if broco comes back at you to kill your loved one's? What will you do

then ?" .....

Never in my life I was moved by his words than now . I was stoned - with no

answer but silence !

5 Days passed , I couldn't find any answer to this ..

It was Monday and everyone had exams today at college .

After 1 week break ,

I was feeling awkward to walk down to college just as a criminal - but this

incident did not divulge into public - it was only printed in paper that a boy

accidentally died while playing soccer .

I reached college..At the gate I saw Gregg waiting for me , this was unusual .

He said me " Let's take care of your matter , meet me after college at Gontron

Garage "( Gregg's hideout ) . I said OK and passed on ...

Everything went normal at college , I gave exams and as soon as college

ended rushed out fast to reach Gregg . Quake and Floro were waiting for me ,

I was in a hurry , I told them to pass on for today .. I have some job to do ....

I reached at Gontron , it was a dark fallen place

Dogs and cats running around - train track wailing nearby . A complete

deserted place .

Boogie was waiting there for me -

Boogie ( Good friend of Gregg )

And few other new faces whom I don't know were standing ..waiting for me ..

They took me In garage - it smelled chemical and spices inside , Gregg was

sitting and smoking and gave me a cigarette and shown me a chair at corner

of room . Someone was tied to it !

.

.

.

It was Broco!

Gregg handed me a bottle - like a deodorant - filled with acid and a knife

And gave me 2 choice

" Burn his face " or " Cut his fingers " so he can never in life come back to

seek revenge again.

I was frozen.

Everyone started abetting me , encouraging me .

My hands were startling .

Gregg looked at me with complacent face and said " If you don't hurt him , he

will return to hurt you , this is a cycle of life , Do or Die "

I saw no choice but to do this . I was meant for it . I knew this was my father's

doing to abduct him and make me do this .. to make me strong , to make me

heinous , to make me fearless , to make me fcking INSANE !

I took over acidic deodrant bottle and knew I gotta end this menace now or

later .

I went close to broco , shaking bottle vigorously - the bubbles were burping

out .

Broco started moving - crying - screaming - pleading forgiveness for guilty

His pupils were begging for mercy .

But It was fargone

THE VOICES IN MY HEAD THEY TOLD ME TO , THE FORCES IN MY HEART

THEY MADE ME MOVE….

All I could see his appalling smear look which he gave me that day

I surpassed my fortitude and reached my surge insanity..

I sprinkled the spray first time ..

He yelled ! As a dying dog ! He was bawling and howling....

It felt good..

He was screeching and mourning with a cloth in his mouth.

I felt like a King !

It made me laugh ! It was fun ! It started sprinkling more and more acid on

him !!!

Having a big ranting laugh talking about how he was griping for his life ! ...it

felt so good like loosing all the tension I had in last week ...

I sprinkled and sprinkled and sprinkled for 7 times ...his eyes and nose

started bleeding . His skin getting ripped off and wearing away.

It was a blastful feeling - A pleasure in others pain ...I was laughing and

roaring loudly uttering - "Hahahaha , Yes ! How do you feel ? You bastard !

Remember this face - A face of your new GOD ! "fcker"

From spine to tips of my fingers I was enjoying it , my blood was boiling to

hurt someone and this was it!

I drifted away in that moment so badly like a madman ...Gregg and others

were dumbstruck looking at my monstrous grin face and evil doing ....

Suddenly , I heard sound of someone coming running at me and kicked away

the bottle from my hand !

And gave me a hard punch!

I was back to land .....

It was Quake !...

I looked at him ( I was full of sweat and my eyes were flooding - Absurd

feeling) , and said

CAN YOU SEE THIS QUAKE?

CAN YOU SEE MY BLACK BURNING HEART?

I can’t fake it ! This is who I always been ! THIS IS WHO I AM”

.........

He pulled me off over there and brought me back to my senses...

He was crying for broco and to see me turned into a devil ...

............

He knew something was wrong and suspicious ,

Since I join them everyday after college back to home.

But today I left them without saying nothing .....

He might have seen Greg at gates today morning..............

Broco was burnt like a bacon ..He was alive ..his face was as shit as pig now ,

nobody would notice him now . Not his parents too.

I felt good ..... I feel free now ....all the pain and pressure was released ...

Days later , Broco and his parents left the town ....

It was sad but FUNNY

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∆ Scream as a wailing sirens -

Boosts my insanity and violence ....∆

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Betraying the Martyrs - Monster

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