Growing up

Now you know. I am the only child. it takes allot of trouble to be one.

I grew up as expected but I didn't find it as attractive as I thought it would turn out as an child.

As an child. it's often was so colourful to think of growing up! as we saw the adults do whatever they liked and there was no one to scold them or to tell them what they need to do.. we saw the adults eat whatever they liked and did whatever they wanted to.. and that was all we wanted to do as grown ups.. and often when we think of those memories we laugh or smile and think "those days were so good, I wish I could go back to those daya". where their where no stress, no problems, no grief, no nothing. just wake up, have breakfast and go to school, meet those friends and start an usual day. where the only stress was a "class test" which we forgot to prepare for.

As we grow up somehow everything seems to loose interest in our eyes or we often don't have much time to waste on the things we had great interest when we were kids. as we grow our opinions and interest start getting more and more complex, just like our time and we just keep getting more messed up between them.

Now almost everything is colourless and pale after a rough day at work or a morning, woke up and feeling Numb and nothing.

we call it "Growing up".

Teens today are dealing with allot of things that they like to keep their parents away from. I agree, as they are growing they need privacy and this much is usual. Well, it was all fine as an teenager but growing up I often feel like "I wish I had my parents next to me". but they are not. they are well aware that now I am an stable adult and am capable of keeping myself busy with various activities that I WOULD NEVER HAVE A TIME WHERE I WILL stand Infrornt of the Mirror and search the old me through the reflections of today. OR I WILL NEVER FEEL LONELY STILL COMING TO A CERTAIN AGE. or some nights I can just stare at the ceiling and feel the need of them. they know. they are well aware that we can but still choose to be silent. Just to make their young blood even more stronger. the same COULD happen with teenagers. but the problem is they are not adults and At a age like this they want their family, specially parents to support them with the best they could give.

...But the reality Slaps all!...

... the child when they realized they can't grow all over sudden. the teenager when they know they are getting questioned about their trial of hiding their Problems with the best they can. ...

...And The adults when they fall asleep with tears running down their cheeks, knowing they are Alone. ...

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