Clouds
I was standing under the open sky to feel the warm breeze on my face. It felt nice. The weather was cool and the warm breeze was helping a lot. Didn't realised how long I stayed there when suddenly it got colder. The blue sky I was standing under started getting covered by black clouds. From both sides I can see the clouds running towards me as if going to chase and then kill me. I got scared. I felt chills running down my spine. I knew something bad was gonna happen. But wasn't this just a feeling...and isn't it that I hate these feelings...
I was trying to convince myself that it's just a false feeling when suddenly my phone rang...
A very unknown number popped up
"Hello! who's this?" I asked
"Seems like you forgot me too soon Anne!" the voice whispered.
"..... Jake...?" my voice started shaking.
"Bingo sweetheart... I'm back"
My whole body froze. This time I realised it wasn't any Normal feeling. It was the destruction feeling..
"When did you got back..?" I can feel my voice shaking and betraying me already. It was like I made myself clear I won't let my gaurd down. but here I was. shaking just by hearing.
Jake, my ... my... what is his relationship with me? I always stumbled on explaining who he was. We used to go to same school and used to live in same locality. He was always famous and I on the contrary was someone very shy and silent.
I had this one sided crush on him. He probably knew too. We started going out as friends. I used to enjoy his company a lot. And he used to enjoy the females around him.
I used to get jealous of them sometimes.
Once I decided to confess. I was prepared. it was the last day of exam and I thought of waiting for him.
After handing over the paper, I stood outside under the tree waiting for him to come out. Everyone, except him, came out. I went inside to look for him. I looked everywhere for him. But he was nowhere, until then, I saw two figures lingering over each other, inseperable, immersed in kissing. And there was I, standing and watching the guy I liked and another girl kissing passionately. I felt my cheeks turned warm and hands turned cold. I knew it wasn't something I should have seen. I felt guilty for coming inside. I...I was heartbroken. I knew Jake loved to roam with girls but didn't knew he was involved with anyone. I was thinking all of these when suddenly our eyes met.
He looked at me, horrified. Pushed her away. I thought of running away. But I couldn't.. maybe I wanted an explanation. But then I saw both of them looking at me. The girl gave me an annoyed look. He looked at me in despair. I felt like an utter moron...
That was the time...
I knew then that it was time to let go an unrequited love of all these time.
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