I still think if your grandfather don't force you into this marriage maybe u would not know about my existence. u used to smile a lot during our university's days but on the day of our marriage ur face only shows anger as disgust. I still think maybe u don't like men and that's the reason for ur hate towards me but after the day I saw u with him I realize a bitter truth..... that u just don't like me.
how contradicting our feelings were...
I used to like winters a lot but nowadays I am a little afraid of it. I get cold easily and it decreases the chances of my survival for this year. the doctor want someone to sign on the contract for taking my corpse's responsibility after my death....
it seems I really lived a lonely and meaningless life.. the only person I thought about was you but at last I sign it myself and said to doctor to bury me anywhere they want....
looking at the falling orchid leaf reminds me of the hurtful memory when I used to wait for you in the freezing cold room all alone in the darkness but u never come back.....
now very few days are remaining and even the doctors begin to pity me and why not I am just 27 years old and all my life I have done nothing more than just waiting . first waiting for u and now waiting for death....
"angles are not there and wishes never came true" at least in my case it seems all the angles has resigned from there post or maybe they also know that my wishes to live a long life with you is nothing more than an absurd idea...
now the only thing I hope is you to love that person with all ur heart and if you still remember me don't forget to mention me in front of ur love... 'always see this world with a gaze of love and happiness'....." Because ur eyes have everything that I once thirst for"......
(DENNIS FRANK)
Tears began to fall from my eyes after reading this. my wife sees me and take the diary away from me ..
"it's ur fourth time reading this since u come back from ur regular checkup at the hospital today" - Terry said.
"what is written in it to make you cry like this" - he asked
for a moment I don't know how to reply but after a while a sad smile graze upon my lips and with tears collected at the bream of my eyes I replied.....
..."Its someone's last breath ...
...still with me "...
hello readers 💗
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I hope u enjoy reading this novel.its my first creations so I hope u all to Plzz comment and let me know ur reviews.
I have some more ideas for a new novel..
if you r interested then do tell me in the comment section.....
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eekkkk first to comment n like and author plz update the story it's really really good! btw if u have other ideas plz do write them
2021-10-15
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