episode 1

"it's the last week of October 2021" ...the extreme winters r about to start and I began to thought about "you". I don't remember how long I had been with you. maybe three or four years I don't remember clearly now. but what I remember is I used to live in a mansion which feels a little "bit cold" even in my memory. we used to act as strangers even after living together for more than five months. u would always keep ur distance from me as if I am some disgusting creep. even now I can't forget the feel in ur eyes which always gives a indifferent look towards me.

"christen William"....

people still fears u a lot like they used to back then but then u were far more worse than this. maybe u get urself someone who can tame you.

your face has become a blur memory to me thanks to my "illness" I can't remember much of my time with you. the day you asked a divorce from me on our fourth anniversary is the most vivid feeling till now.

you didn't even change your clothes and directly threw the divorce papers on the table ordering me to sign it. and I was not even shock back then. "neither did I argue back nor did I beg you to sustain this marriage."

I just quietly take the divorce papers read it again and again and at last sign it...

if I remember correctly your foul mood instantly brighten and you even shake my hand in business type manner the first and last physical touch between us ever. and instead of feeling anger I became happy that at the very least you didn't feel disgusted as usual. I went to my room pack my stuff which can be fit in one roller and left the very same day.

born as an orphanage I didn't even know where to go. after donating all my money to the NGO you fund this morning as an anniversary offering I don't have anything

"just wandering alone on the road with a luggage wouldn't be weird"... "right"......

luckily one of my juniors in university was passing by and even recognised me... he lend me some money and finally I was able to rent a sixty meters small condo size room which was decorated with layers and layers of dust..... cleaning it was another battle for me which at that time I barely win .

I always thought that someday I out of all people would be able to warm up your cold heart but as time passed by only distance kept getting increasing not our relationship.. it remained stuck at contractual from the very beginning.

and just like in novels I also hope that after the divorce you would fell my absence and then come back to confess to me so all I do is to wait and wait and wait...... "a long wait it seems "

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