Dreamer

My life is such a waist. I’m not good in anything well, I’m a good musician but no one ever saw my talent so what’s the point. I’m always dreaming eyes open lost in my thought wishing the girl that I saw the other was me. I wish so much. It’s like I’m craving for drama. Drama brought always good looking boys in the mangas but in real life it brings trouble. I dream to be so much.

I dreamed to be pretty so the guy would look at me and wish to be my boyfriend. I dreamed to be pretty so boy would fight for me. I dreamed to be pretty so finally I wouldn’t be looked down every time I’m talking. I dreamed to be pretty so people won’t judge me.

I dreamed I had a dream body with curves so boys would look to me like I was a goddess. I dreamed I had a dream body so finally the dress would fit me and I would feel comfortable with myself. I dreamed to have curves so I could feel good wearing a bathing suit.

I dreamed to be smart so that I could have goo grades, so my parents would one day be proud of me, so maybe people would admire me for my IQ super high. I dreamed to be intelligent so I could play games where you get popular because you won the first prize.

I dreamed a lot of stuff but it wasn’t true it was all a lie. I’m just dreaming nothing more, but what if the imaginary could become the reality and the reality was crushed. But again it was all a dream.

In my dreams I’m a princess everyone loves and that everyone envy. In my dreams, I’m having a boyfriend that loves me and that cares for me. In my dreams, I don’t realize I’m dreaming and enjoy myself. In my dreams it’s like I was someone else.

I wish I could live a big town where dreams come true and that you find nice and handsome guy. I wish I could travel to Japan where all the companies are famous with nice looking president. Even tho the girls are almost raped they always get away and gives even a lesson to the dumbass that harassed her. Every dreams are special to my heart and I cherish them, cause it’s what my mind wants to become.

Dreaming is an escape to me where the mangas become reality to my eyes and I get to be the first role that everyone loves. Dreams are not real but I wish they could. It’s never been more than a dream.

Some people call me day dreamer and some call me irresponsible person but I call myself a big dreamer, I dream a lot even if it’s the day. I dream even in class even tho my eyes are wide open. Dreaming is not something that is impossible to realize it’s an escape to reality.

Dreaming is my life and I’m gonna keep dreaming until I can go to those prestigious school, I can be rich and I can have a boyfriend that loves me for me and that will care.

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