Manga

I’ve always dreamed to be one of those girls really cute and full of energy from mangas or animes. I wish I could be as cool as them, but it never occurred in my life that an event gives me the opportunity to become a star or anything. I’m just a plain and normal girl.

I discovered manga pretty young at the age of 7. I got dragged in the beautiful universe of the mangas. A soon after, I found animes too. Then I found an application where I could read other’s work of manga. I fell in love and I kept login in cause it made my day. Every morning or night I was reading the mangas that were taking me in different universes. It’s like the time didn’t exist and I was alone in my little space.

It made me feel a lot of emotion, it made me cry, happy or even angry at some stupid boys in it. It was part of my routine. Manga. When

I saw those smart girls with a boyfriend that loved her for who she was, I wish I could be that amazing girl. The smart girl with a pretty face and a dream body. I’m fat, ugly and dumb, no one likes me for who I am. I need to put on a mask everyday so people could appreciate me. I don’t know what to do. I try to upgrade my grades getting better but I was always behind. No one was looking at me thinking that I was a good person or that I was cute. No one was looking at me like I was the world to them, like I meant a lot to them. I knew no one if I was in danger would come risk his life to save me. There won’t be any drama that will bring me on the side of a handsome man that will love me with my stubborn attitude. That will run to me when I’m leaving him unhappy. No one will ever do that.

Mangas are an escape to me. Somewhere, where boys are all amazing and smart. It’s the most beautiful world I know. It’s a magic place to my eyes where the boys will like you even tho you hate yourself and you wish to die, they’ll stop cause they love you way too much to lose you. They will follow you until death. It’s just perfect, I’m admiring girls too, they use their brains and that are really stubborn and that affirm their personality and that will stick to their ideas. The girls that are not easy to deal with where the boys are running after her. I wish to be that kind of girl. If only. They are making so cute couple, but sometimes I wish I could take her place. But obviously it’s never gonna happen. I’m a separate girl that no one cares about not even her friends. I’m always the one at the back that needs to leave when there’s not enough place.

What a life...

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