It’s been a long time since I wrote in that journal I think it’s cool writing and expressing the dreamer we have. You know how mangas and I pretty close. All the girls that get there boyfriend , handsome, kind and gentle. I wish it could be me sometimes. This dream about this amazing boy, I wish I could meet him and hear him whispering clearly and kindly:
I love you
In my ear. I’ll love him too as if we would never leave each other. I want to cuddle til we are tired and fall asleep to his side. It’s almost that. I was invited to his house and we just lied on his bed without talking, the comfortable silence that I enjoy with my other half.
He had hair that was going down to his neck in the back, in the front always placed to his right and was always smiling. He had no muscles or anything he was just a normal man in the outside but he was truly beautiful to my eyes. His eyes were shinning with love for me. Kindly looking at me with his deep blue eyes. His hair black and shiny brought a smile on my face when he asked me if I didn’t mind. how could I?
We lied on the the bed and he brought me closer to his chest. Hugging me on top of the bed. I put my arm under his left shoulder and the other one in front of me. He looked at me in the eyes before I put my head in his chest. It was so hot. He had a hot body, any time I’d get cold he was hot and I would just glue to him (in my dream memories). My other arm right on my chest hand closed. He had given me a necklace for my birthday. He kissed me on the hair and I enjoyed the present. Then in this comfortable position he started playing in my hair, he knew I liked it. When he stopped he gently licked me in the neck. In my head I didn’t get why people were liking this but after experiencing it with my dream boyfriend I know how this feeling is. He kept going I got scared to have a hickey after but he was so soft and gentle that nothing had appeared. Then he stopped and raised my head from his chest and and stole kindly my first kiss. After stealing my first kiss and keeping kissing me. He took my arm and gently touched it. It was so light and king, it made me shiver at his contact.
This sweet memory was so perfect to my eyes but when his sister bursted in we both looked away raising on the bed. Luckily she didn’t see anything.
She left and we lied down again changing our poses. How he was so careful about me made me feel special. It was almost like he was afraid of breaking me. It felt so good, he kept playing in my hair until his dad called me to go back.
I’ve lost nothing from this dream my only regret was that it was all a dream. However I will always remember his gentle of a man careful. He was my boyfriend for a night and cared more than a real boy would’ve. I will remember this boy that loved me and that was running through my skin gently almost scared of breaking the one that he had loved truly for the first time. Although it wasn’t a real kiss it was my first one even in a dream. It was a passionate and long kiss that I will never forget as for the boy that stole it this evening.
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