prologue

I always thought that maybe you were the missing piece of my life. I thought you will help me in redeeming myself. But dreaming with open eyes hurt right? You made me realize that. Being surrounded by your family, friends, well wisher and still feeling alone, do you understand that feeling? Do you know that feeling? I thought that maybe you were the person who will fill that void in my life. But you made it bigger instead. You were my life but you destroyed mine instead. I am carrying a memory of you inside me. But maybe it's finally the time to let that memory die.

Just compromise! compromise compromise was the word I hear the most. You are stone hearted, you are selfish was what everyone told me. But can't I be selfish for just once? Don't I deserve that? I never wanted to share you coz you were my most precious one. Was it so wrong of me?

you hurted me in the worst possible way

but still I couldn't return you the same hurt

you brought colors to my plain life

yet at last you left it tasteless

I began feeling with your entry

but it hurted me in last

Never getting the required love made me selfish for that when I finally received it. I crushed my self esteem for you but now not anymore 💔. I guess finally it's the time to let go. What you have taught me is to never search for your happiness in others. From now I will be my own happiness. I will never let anyone become so important in my life that they could get the right to destroy me completely. I am done for once and all and I mean it. Maybe God introduced us so that we can be a temporary solace to each other . Just temporary not permanent. You helped me pick up my scattered pieces and yet you were the one who completely scattered in me a way that I couldn't be assembled again. But I have decided to not lament anymore 😕. Whenever I saw the meteors I always wished for us to be together. But I guess it was wrong of me to wish for that. You said I was the most important in your life but why you made me feel so insignificant? Was I that undeserving? I yearned for you truly and I loved you deeply ❤. But I guess you couldn't value that. You just threw me out of your life so easily that as we throw the daily garbage out. After encountering all these I am now feeling that maybe you never loved me. Maybe it was all a play to land me in your trap and alas you were successful. I lost my life most precious possession 😪 💔

Your words will always accompany me. Your memories will haunt me till the time I will not let it go. Don't worry you will be an irreplaceable part of my life but in the past.

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