The meeting

What's cracking fellas?

Like I told you in the beginning, it's been really hard for me to write this kind of shit everyday. Although this is a free writing story, it is not a piece of cake.

So basically, things been going quite well for me. I met with my college friend (S) and chat for quite some time. It has been pretty hard time for him and his family. Although it's hard to saw his sad faces everytime we met. There's always this deep conversation like........OK

Don't get me wrong, but I'm straight

Enough of this straight talking because the rainbow nation deserve to live like any other humans. Anyway, trying to concentrate on writing this crap takes a heavy toll on my ADHD problem. I can't sit straight in one place and just write whatever I want. In the end, you'll give up in the middle and call it a day. This is one of the bad thing of being an ADHD. Once you started something, you felt fire burning in your chest. Then the firefighter came and extinguish not long after the fire. It's difficult to stay committed to one thing and it's a bad idea if you're thinking about marriage. You'll end up in boredom after using your partner and started to look for another.

My advice?

Use safety measurements to prevent your partner from getting shotgun and dragging your life with full fledged responsibility of raising your junior.

Alright, where was I.............

Once again, I met this friend of mine (S) and the other one (J). This time, we're doing threesome. While waiting for J, we were watching television and roasting it together. It's kind of funny to see nowadays media using YouTube as their main source without giving credit to the channels owner. Nevertheless, nowadays media are merely memes for the Gen Z. I wonder if this phenomenon happened in other countries. Personally, I rather enjoyed international tv channel because of its originality and entertaining aspect (maybe).

Anyway.........

We also enjoyed some brownies together. My friend (S) were going crazy about the greentea (Matcha) flavour. Apparently, the greentea flavoured brownie are using white chocolate to maintain its green color. Thank God, he didn't ate all of them. Then J came along and we headed to Wingstop ( where flavour gets its wings). Come to think of it, the commercial displayed in the Wingstop is always the same. The commentators, two man fist bumping each other only to eat flavoured wings. Oh well, probably it's just a loop to distract customers while waiting.

Btw, feel free to comment your favourite Wingstop flavors in the column. My favorite including Louisiana Rub, Hickory smoke bbq, Asian spice and lemon pepper. In the end, I enjoyed all flavours, especially if it's a free food.

Don't get me wrong but if you given a chance to have something without any blood, sweat, or tears (not BTS song), just took it already. You're not stealing nor asking it persistently. Don't be an asshole and reject it like a fake pharisee from the bible. Consider this as a gift and enjoy it. Eventually, use that gift to help others in need.

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Did I just said these words? Fear not, you'll hear it a lot from me in the upcoming chapters. ADHD people able to speak both in Saint or Satanic language, depends on mood condition. If you have personal therapist, ask this whether this true or false. I'm not a psychiatrist so don't judge me.

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It's getting dark and raining heavily. Both me and J went home with my car. Inside, we had yet another deep conversation. This time about our future career. The three of us are unemployed and not so fresh graduates. I told J to apply in media corporate but he refused. Currently, he helped his sister with her beverages business. I'm also waiting for upcoming hotel training in January. Just wish us luck for our upcoming endeavors.

After dropping J, I went straight back home. It feels lonely yet peaceful. As J-Pop lovers, I listened to ballad romance music and started hallucinating. My eyes are locked on the road but without a head. Listening to Utada Hikaru, Chris Hart, Mayumi Itsuwa and Shota Shimizu's ballad makes me feel loved and warmth. Hoping that one day, I able to experienced the feeling of being loved by a real woman.

I should probably make this my New Years wishes instead of losing fat. Please help me Lord

Exhausted, I went straight to bed without taking a shower. Don't worry, I washed my hands and taking off my clothes anyway thanks to Covid-19 ( Why 19?). Btw, I'm one of many surviving graduates of Covid University and now fully vaccinated. I'll tell you about my rendezvous with Covid in the upcoming chapters.

Exactly 2 days before the threesome meeting, all of us are having a gangbang through discord. Seven of us to be precise, talking about each current situation and they seemed doing pretty well and turned into decent adult. My friend D is one of them. He converted from television to IT for better career. All of us were very skeptic until the moment he turned that doubt into reality. With a push of pray and labour, nothing is impossible.

Sorry, I overslept and totally forgot to continue. The point is, all of my friends have found their suitable working environment and still ongoing. I'm still waiting for my time though but still, felt like they left me behind.

What about you guys? Have you ever feel depressed because of someone's achievement? In the end, I felt stronger because one of my college junior's instastory that stated

"Our surroundings always has expectation from us, but it's up to us whether to fulfill those expectations or not". Because like Bon Jovi says " It's my life". I guess that's all from me for this chapter. Have a great life and stays happy. Also, don't forget to wear mask 😷. Covid is watching.........

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