The Marriage

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas 🎄⛄

Well, it certainly is

Presents everywhere, decorating Christmas tree, baking cookies together. You named it

It's kinda depressed though because Santa Claus doesn't pass by. Probably because of the global warming and his workshop melts away. Deep condolences for the dwarves.

Anyway, How's it going?

Hopefully doing great because it is a season of giving. Giving presents, money, heart, or even your soul. Just remember to save some for the upcoming Christmas. What about holidays? Anyone going somewhere? I choose to stay at home though.

WHY? The answer can be found within the previous chapter

I feel comfortable when I snuggle in my bed and drown in my own crazy dreams. If you're an ADHD like me, you'll understand this situation. People with ADHD received the upmost comfort when they are dreaming. Although effective for certain amount of time, it gives proper relaxation for your whole body. While doing this chapter, I've missed lots of interesting story that I should have shared. Hopefully for the upcoming chapters, I'm able to concentrate on writing about my daily life as an ADHD

Lately I've been bothered by the idea of marriage as key to an everlasting happiness. Well guess what? It's nothing but a crap. Marriage is just holy ceremonial to permit of having sex with your partner. In other words, God give you his permission to play legally with your partner. This is just my point of view from the perspective of believers.

Nowadays, some countries permit the same gender marriage. Personally, I don't really care about it as long as you don't force your ideology to support this kind of marriage ( to me actually). I mean we do believe that human is the best creation that God ever made. He gave us brain, intestine, facial features, and most importantly, emotions. But what really bothers me is how humans able to have a pleasure sex homogeneously. Everyone agrees that the bottle needs caps to avoid spilling the liquid inside. If you're using another bottle to avoid the spilling, that might work with some duck tape to hold unto it. This concept matches with the transgender. Humans create third gender as a way to show supremacy.

( BTW, Happy New Year 2022. Hope the shitty corona flew away 🎎)

But hey.......

I'm not the judge though. I'm simply throwing the towels here. That is your choice, your way of life..... let it be. OK,......Back to marriage.

Take Japanese empire for example. if you got married with a commoner, you'll lost everything (money, fame, title, and banned from entering the palace). All of this in order to purse a limited happy life ( sounds pessimistic, 😔). Probably its because I haven't, found the chosen one for me.

Princess Mako married a commoner but damn rich and probably that's why she doesn't give a shit regarding fund given from the palace. I do concern the condition of Princess Aiko. I've watched couple videos mentioning bully during her childhood and school years that leads to eating and behavior disorder. Not to mention, the overthrow of royalties heir to Prince Hisahito. This doesn't make prince Hisahito the bad guy though. It's based on the rule that women can't be an heir for the throne. Princess Aiko probably wanted to koisuru , but her current position makes it even more difficult. Honestly, I've ever dreamed about marriage with Princess Aiko😅

(Houston, we have a problem. Hallucination detected. Red code)

I mean, she doesn't look that bad and I would like to have a japanese wife in the future. At the same time, I also think this is a bad idea because I'll only ruin her life even more. The concept of happiness in marriage is undefined. It all comes within the emotion and remember that you can't mess with feelings and emotion, especially to japanese people. I would say that they're the most sensitive beings in this planet. The ways of Bushido leads people to commit seppuku. They can't accept the concept of continuous failures in life. Couple of failures lead you straight to death. Especially during this pandemic where life instantly become unstable. The number of people commiting suicide is raising.

I kinda feel sorry for Japanese during this pandemic. Big arcades forces to close down. Celebrity lost their income in entertainment industry. I mean seriously, anyone who responsible for spreading covid in the first place should commit seppuku. Happy marriage turns into gloomy marriage unless you're a famous sensation in social media.

For me, I've already lost interest with marriage actually especially with this pandemic. It's difficult to maintain stability on every aspect. Nevertheless, some people manage to triple their income through YouTube and corruption along with its consequences.

But seriously, if you want to get paid for giving birth in a country. Flew to Japan and open the baby factory. You'll get 100.000 💴.

Besides princess Aiko, there's this ex-member of the Idol Group (Nogizaka46) that I like. Her name is Takayama Kazumi (just ask Google). She's very pretty along with dorky personality. Her nose philtrum is quite long and her eyes is very japanese (sorry for the hallucination). This is a real breathing person thouh.

As far as I'm concerned, Japanese also develop love for animated characters. Some people may think it's weird but it's quite a comfortable thing for those who giving up on having an actual relationship. I'll talk more deeply about this in the upcoming chapters. Hope you like it.

As conclusion, marriage is a thing for those who willingly committed towards each other till death separates. But that doesn't lead to true happiness. For those with half-hearted commitment, don't try this at your local church. Take you time to enjoy the sensation of true youth ( just like rock Lee and guy sensei).

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