the big bang

CAITHLINE wakes up with screaming and sweaty "it was a nightmare " she says . The place she wakes up in is a rundown shack with rust and to her left her mother and brother is on a bed next to hers and her sister on her right .there's a fridge a small tv and 3 dressers and a small kitchen in a corner ,she gets up and gets ready for school ...she woke up without a smile and hatred for her life and existence...

she thinks " another bad is probably coming because i have the worst luck"

flashback

"it takes her back to the first memory she had of her father ...seeing him for the first time through a bulletproof glass in a prison wasn't what she wished for but she was happy even so . this man is her father but to her he feels like a total stranger he hugs and kisses her by the second meeting but she still can't call him dad ..."

even though she doesn't know him she longs for a father to protect and love her unconditionally

*a loud noise brings her out of her flashback as a tear rolls down her cheek*

the sadness inside her intenses and she pick herself up and goes about her day

the feeling of emptiness is so real to her

her loneliness creeps up on her at the same time she feels uneasy ...all her depression of all these years are boiling up by day she feels like everything is becoming too much to handle ...her life is filled with badluck and hurt how can such a beautiful soul be in so much pain . she always thinks "if there's a got he must be cruel for doing this to me what is my purpose in life"

she is always the one to help others but when she needs help people say she's weak

she goes to school in a daze she can't shake her nightmares ...thinking about the fact that all those things aren't just nightmaresbut her past and reality. As the morning starts she and her bestfriend and another girl is standing at the top of the stairs whilst she studies they the two other girls watch the boys play soccer ...

they start to giggle and speak about one guy and caithline wakes up out of her study session... they talked about a guy she never heard of or seen so she asked them who he is , they seemed more interested in why she was asking then telling her what she wants to know . The next day she decides to investigate more into him , she later sees that he checks all her boxes and tells her friends he'll be her boyfriend ...her bestfriend shocked by her words for someone tht never had a boyfriend before...

she said that although he checks all the boxes i need to get to know him first so i have real knowledge of him.

she is very intelligent and can pick up alot by just looking at someone or talking to them , she then approaches him by just a great's...he greats back with a smile and wave . First shot was made and she's happy with it but yet not enough is it , she looks at him more and his smile is captivating and his voice like a gentle melody in her ears ...

'she must have him now'

she messages him on social media and gets a response few minutes later ...she feel a bit excited and also scared. They exchange messages for a few days and get to know each other she becomes happier ...

They finally decide to meet up and talk in person ...she is nervous and happy

she has school that day but he doesn't so he comes to get her at school to walk her home a guy has never done that for her so she can't wait to see him ...

Never has she ever looked at the lock in her classroom with such a rush she is the first one out and normally she's the last student to leave the school ...she couldn't focus all day ...she runs to the school gates and there he is , she sees him before he she's her she calls out "jason" he looks and smiles waves at her ...she walks to him fast so people wouldn't see them walking together but its already late her bestfriend storms up and said to her "how much do i owe you"

both CAITHLINE and jason is confused...

her friends says" catty remember our deal that morning when we watched the soccer..."

...DEAL:::...

...*flashback to the first day she saw jason*...

...lee : " *if you manage to actually get him I'll owe you whatever you want or you'll earn the title of the smartest and most powerful girl i know"...

...caithline*: " sure why not ...i was planning on making him mine anyways "...

*back to present day*

caithline calmly replied saying that they'll discuss it after she has completed what she needed to do

her friend disappeared after hearing that and she and jason went on with walking they walked really long and as they got closer to her house she felt more and more ashamed of how she lives and how poor she is ... she asked him to not take her further but he protested against it but she convinced him other wish ...

they stopped at a corner close to her house and she said from now on this is our spot and where we'll meet or and greet ...

he smiled and said "okay but will i see you Saturday "

she was puzzled because she didn't know what he meant ...she asked him "Saturday?" and he explained that they were planning on chilling and she was invited to come if she wanted to and she said yes ...

as Saturday approaches she seems more anxious then exited because meeting friends is a really big step and it's been a month of just talking as friends and meeting up to talk and hang out alone but now they'll be around his friends what will he introduce her as ...why did he invite her of all people , does he like her as much as she likes him...

'she overthinks the next few days'

Saturday morning...

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