Everyone has a begining

I grew up in a household of two sisters Bridget and Alina. Both of

them are pretty beyond compare I can't even compare, My sister Alina

blessed with both beauty and a fine figure and loved by most she came

across. Dark brown hair enriched by the sun-kissed with red

highlights when out in the light, you know I just wished to be like

her. Bridget, popular light brown hair fair skin, light brown eyes

a small figure, and sporty, popular even among men my age. All of

us sisters two years apart Alina the eldest and Bridget the middle,

I well me the youngest. My sisters would tell you I am the favorite

of the sibling but that isn't what I saw or even felt at the time

frowning up I just wanted to be included in their activities in any

way shape or form. Growing up with my mother who was always home

tending to us. I remember our homemade of brick that was connected

to several houses, my grandparents living right next door to us. I

wished for friends love and family just like everyone else, I strive

to love myself and work on myself. Anything to not be alone, anything

to just be there. I remember growing up with my first friend ever

Nicola. Now she was a gift a friend, still, a friend if we ever

talked, but Sadly her mother moved and once she moved It was as if

fate had other plans and friends for me to make, she taught me to

laugh and enjoy every moment you have in life you might never get to

see a friend again. I remember her birthday party with all her new

friends as we were there and I knew that she was going without me,

and day by day the time we spend together would be less and less the

further she moved and there was no way for us to get in touch after

all this was a time before cell phones and the interwebs, or a time

before I was able to have them for myself after all they were

expensive in the beginning. So with that my first friend was gone.

So I hung out with my parents more Tye and Alicia and I would often

go to my parents when not in school. I loved every moment of the time

I spent with them even though our different interests. I just loved

spending time with them, I didn't have to be alone and I could spend

time with them to remember for a lifetime. Somehow things didn't

turn out the way I wanted. I guess In the time I was naive and

thought that if I loved everyone I came across just maybe, just maybe

someone would want to stick around with me and discover life

together. I would have given up anything just to be by their side. I

now understand what they were saying to me but sometimes their

actions made things worse than they were supposed to be. I remember

the first time I was in a group of friends, it was funny you know

there was a whole group of us. Tabatha, Devon times three, legit

three devons’ one we called Warren because that was her last name

Devon the responsible one and Devin the pretty one in the group who I

thought we were the closest, and Tevon the strong one, who always

said what needed to be said. I finally had a group that wasn’t

family and I too would have family and friends. Something was missing

and I didn’t know what it was. So I continued to grow with them and

have fun not even interested in boys like that till Steven, but

sadly he liked Devin so I knew I didn’t want to mess with him

because she liked him too. I knew it would be just like my sister she

too would grow apart from us and depart her ways with him like Alina

did when I was growing up. Now Alina had Jim and he was tall and pale-skinned,

but a little bit of a bad boy. But Alina was willing to

catch the wrath of mother and father's displeasure for his love for

her. Though I have little knowledge of how they got together I just

felt like I dint want to intrude on her love life like that. Never

the less I just wanted to be part of the group even if it meant things

were going to fall apart slowly. I watched it before I knew the

feeling that was there even Devin told me and I knew how she felt

about him. Though I felt like he was a player, He was just a few

inches taller than her and he was a playboy but he was accepted into

the group because Devin liked him. The group grew and we would walk

and go down the halls together and go past lockers to each classroom dictated

in specified teachers for certain classes. The floors

of our school were white and blocked out in small patterns with an

occasional black square. What I didn't expect was him, Ray, now he

was a handsome one to me. He was dark and camel-colored with hair

dark as the night sky when looking at him dark beautiful eyes that

sparkled when he looked at him. I could tell he was looking at me

differently than all the others. I thought now him, he was handsome smart

caring kind, I would have done anything to hold his hands, could this

be the beginning of love?

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