Beautiful Mess
“Hello everyone my name is Mina age thirty now.” I am here dancing with the man I call my spouse. "how dearly do I love him? I would say I love him in all ways and in everyway." dancing with him, now I have
purple hair and blue eyes with caramel-colored skin, but in the beginning I didn't always look how I do now. my voice is
soft and gentle, warm like the kiss of the sun on your face in the hottest time of the day. I find myself dancing, lost in thought.
“I think about how I got here as I dance and sing in his arms.
It wasn’t easy getting here.” i thought to myself as I
went on reminiscing about my life. “You know that not everyone sees nor can they even comprehend your way of thinking
all the battle everyone fights.” thinking as he spun me in his
arms looking over his gorgeous dark skin as he pulled me in close,
chuckling as I stared at him, speaking sweetly into his arms as I
looked at our feet moving. “You know I am glad we met the way we
did,” I smirked as I looked over him, and he is a few inches taller than
me. I held him tight, our hands crossed and fingers linked.
his rough hair that would tangle and grow hazardly ontop of his head. Long facial hair that is scruffy looking. I know he is stronger just by looking at him but the roughness of his hair looked like a large piece of cotton was ontop of his head, his body built and muscular but shapely
and soft to the touch like a soft bear to me. “I am sorry I am
not as graceful and as beautiful as the other girls.” he smiled at
me and moved my hair out of my face as he would shortly kiss my cheek, his
hand touching the side of my face as i stared at him. His voice
deeper and gentle tone of voice grabbed at my whole body , his hand at my waist to pull me in
close. “You don’t have to apologize for anything, Everything about you is
perfect to me.” my eyes water as we dance in time our feet tapping along the floor
hearts beating with the steps of our feet. I smiled as he reached out for my hand “You know without you I might never have gotten out
alive.” my eyes watered as I held onto him tightly. “You bring
the sun to my life and make it easier to breathe when you are even
just around.” I have on Shorts with tights under them and wore a pair
of plain black and white shoes, a tank top that shows off my tattoos. my
arms are the story of my life, they are painted with roses and vines. Every rose a different color, and every color for something I have struggled with in my life and each rose of a different meaning and depth to my personality that make me who I am.
The things that weighed heavy on my heart everyday , every colored each on the way it made me feel . “You know why you are the white rose on
my body?” I said as he teased me with a smile back at me and with a coy smile
facetious looked into my eyes. “Is it because I am perfect like
the heavens?” A light smile ran across my face “Oh you would
like to think that, wouldn’t you? Maybe I won't tell you?” He -
leaned into my ear “You know a while ago you wouldn’t have even
told me you would have been hiding herself and not accepting who you
are Mina.” I can feel my face red as we danced and suddenly i was finding
myself moving from him trying to get a little distance from him.
“Well you know Glenn I wouldn’t want another day without you now,
I am fully in your debt in this lifetime and in the next so you
better find me the next time. Other I might not have the courage or strength to find you.” he smiled ”Well you aren’t
allowed to die without me so don’t you even worry about it love I
will find you time and time again. After all wasn't it not long ago that you and I got married?” his hand pulling me back to the
floor.”Well let's talk and dance and you can tell me everything over
again so you can come back to me, I know how well you get stuck in
your mind, why don't you tell me so I can remind you of how beautiful
you are to me once again.” I held him firm in my hands
without a tear in my eyes but a shaken voice heavy with experience
that would come out in several emotional tones. “Well, then why
don’t we start with the beginning?” His hand was firm in my and
squeezing mine as he twirled me back on the floor for a dance, feeling my legs move with ease into his body“Keep
your eyes on me while you think, you know I am here for you.” I
nodded as she was dancing with him. “How did I get here, how
did I find myself after getting lost? How many times did I search for
someone like you and you were there?” the thoughts of my life
running through my mind as I keep thinking about the past and of
all the things I went through. You know life wasn’t always like
this...It started soft and in a loving home with morals and dignity. I
have two sisters and a mother and a father. I just want to scream out
all of these emotions out of my body as if I was expelling curses out of
my body. So I guess I should start from the beginning and how I have seen
things and how I thought when things through as they happened to me. You could say I
was a normal girl living in the suburbs, a small
city in the state of a great
nation that I am growing up in. After all, what happened to me could be happen at
any time, to anyone, and any place. Would you make the same decisions as
I? Who are you to judge but perhaps you will learn a thing or two
from my story and learn why love and life is a beautiful mess and it
is worth fighting for.
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