chapter 3

You told me how you weren’t pretty enough for him, I still don’t understand how you could ever think that, for me if anything Jungkook weren’t good enough for you, but then again… I might a little biased. I would always tell you that you were beautiful, and you should never listen to what anybody told you, even if that anybody was your own brain. It took 3 weeks for you to gather enough courage to talk to Jungkook, I promised that I would be close by, mostly cause I wanted to see how it went down. I wanted to watch you get the fairytale ending you always talked about.

When you saw him in the distance you grabbed my arm squeezing it hard “Its him! I can feel it!” You looked a little overwhelmed but I understood. After all it was the feeling I got every time I saw you, I pushed you lightly towards him, “Go get your other half”

It hurt a little seeing you walk over to him, but mostly I were happy. I wanted you to be happy, you meant so much to me. I felt like a watched a real life fairytale come to life as you grabbed his arm, smiling a shy smile. I were to far away to hear what were said, but I knew something was off the second Jungkook moved away from you, why would he do that? Why would he want to be away from his soulmate? Especially the first time he saw you? Taehyung had slung his arms lightly around his shoulder looking at you with his eyes full of pity. I were so confused back then I didn’t understand what was happening. Then I looked at you, I will never be able to probably describe the look in your face, your eyes were always the most expressive part of you, they were always full of warmth that set butterflies loose in my stomach. Now they were dead, it was like you didn’t understand what was going on. Tears were running down your cheeks as you did nothing to stop them, you shook your head as you refused to believe what was told you. You didn’t scream you just cried, words were exchanged between the two males, and Jungkook slowly pulled of his white shirt right, and there it was on his chest… not your name… but Taehyung's.

Taehyung reached out to you, his eyes were wet with unshed tears, he was clearly sorry for you, nobody wanted this for you. But you flinched away from him like he had burned you, and in your head he probably had. Your entire world was falling down around you, you had never thought of a life without a soul mate. If I loved you less I would probably have been happy, I knew I had a chance now. I loved you, no… I still love you even after all these years. I didn’t want this for you. All three of you looked sad, they weren’t bad guys. Which was probably what made this even harder for you, seeing Taehyung cling to Jungkook's arm, the younger still having his shirt clenched in his hand while he kept mumbling what was probably apologies to you.

You didn’t even dry your tears before you turned around and ran… Straight into my arms. You hid your face in my neck. As I felt your tears running down my neck, I couldn’t stop myself from letting a few go as well. This was suppose to be your happy end. Both other males hadn’t moved from their spot, the looked sadly at you before meeting my eyes. They made a hand movement towards you with the unspoken question if you were going to be already. I just shook my head as in I didn’t know and then waved them away. You needed them gone right now, I needed to get you to a place where you could feel safe.

I got you to our shared apartment even if tears were still streaming down your cheeks and your nose was running. It took hours for me to get you to calm down, but as the clock almost hit midnight you finally seemed to have calmed down. You gave me a sad smile and waved me off to my room, you needed to sleep. This should have been a red flag, you always wanted cuddles when you were sad, but I couldn’t refuse you, and I were tired. I went to bed, lightly pecking you on the forehead before going, I told you everything was going to be alright. You just… nodded in a weird way, looking back on it. It was clear you already knew what you were going to do, but I didn’t suspect it… Even if I should have.

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