so this is high school

well today is sunny day , of March

my name is asha and I am attending school after COVID days was over . on first day when I got in my school bus only few people were there including my friend Jenny . I felt sleepy but a sudden voice call me , as I open my eyes I was Xavier my first and only guy-friend for now, I don't know why but I smiled just seeing his face and hearing his voice , he was very funny and friendly it felt like he knows everyone in this I kind of Envy him . just after 1sec he start talking continue , I kind of don't like talkive people but why I always slime and laugh whenever he speak ugh.....

I hate this . but something always bug me that we always talk and act friendly in bus but in school why do we alway ignore each other like one time I was going across the hallway and I see Xavier he was with his friends but he completely ignored me but that's ok cuz I didn't also look at his way

are we embarassed to talk in front of other??

this question bug me but I actually want to talk with him every where we see each other , I guess I am the only one who think this way...when we're heading home in our bus a new girl name angle came , at first I like her I mean I do like her now but..it feel like Jenny and angel are bestie and I am the thrid wheel . one time our bus teacher told that 3 person can't seat on 1 seat so Jenny and angel quickly look at me , I knew that I am THAT friends now , so let me tell you how we seat In our bus

...me, Jenny, angle on 1 seat and Xavier and his friend jack in front of us . so when angel came...

I started feeling like I am being left out it not like that she not nice to me , she is very nice , beautiful and also got that attractive personality that I Envy but things were ok between , after sometime they start taking me in their group and I felt that I am not that extra friend anymore but whenever anyone has to leave only I have to sacrifice but that's ok I am used to it.............

one day we're talking and Xavier start mentioning girls he asked jack if in his class their was beautiful girls like angel or monster like asha.

my heart stop I know that he was just saying this as a joke but ...I felt so sad and jealous of angel , I asked myself " Xavier think that angel is beautiful but I am not ...WHY , I am UGLY ?? " . then suddenly I heard Xavier laughing and telling me that it was joke , I acted tough and just laugh along to keep my cool but I was little hurt to be honest....

ok guys sorry this is very short like me but I promise that next ep will be long with some Xavier and asha That😏 moment .so bye for now ...

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