pain....

"Huh" it's morning already I smiled bitterly and said "today is also going to wonderful " and I stand up and did my usual routine and went to school.

I was walking in corridor the suddenly someone dumped into me "ahh" then looked up to my surprise it was emily I immediately said "I.i am s.sorry I.i.i..." she cut me off me with a slap 'then said know your place wench gosh now I have to bath' then she wiped her hand with hanchey her face clearly was like damn I touched a smelly garbage and she went away while her gang were mockingly laughing at me and went with her.

I stand up and went to class I opened the door and my teacher slapped me my face was swallowed and then she said 'how dare you push emily you wench ' huh me but when I was going to say this suddenly emily looked at me like even if you say no one will believe you why waste energy I thought she is true though I smiled bitterly and my teacher again slapped me and said 'you have nerve to still smile ' then emily said with a pitiful face 'teacher I am used to it so please don't punish her' but to me it was like punish her hard and send her away so I can't see her garbage face.

my classmate started murmuring 'emily is such an angel how can she be so evil to push her' then my teacher glared at me and said 'for one month you will clean whole school and no lunch in cafeteria now go and start your cleaning ' I went away from there.

My body is still aching and I have clean whole school and I didn't had my breakfast but what can I do I started cleaning everyone just laughed at me and made fun of me tear paper everywhere even after I cleaned there no one pitted me I really wanted to cry but I just smiled and did my work.

it was evening already and my whole body is paining I am all alone in whole school then I looked outside the window

I chuckled slightly and said " how peaceful " outside is looking so pretty I wish I can be free like those birds after a little bit I came out of my fantasy and finished my cleaning my whole body was paining but what can I do I also have to finish my job after finishing this all so I immediately went there.

As usual my body is aching but I have to smile I can't let my emotions get over me so I smiled and finished my work my boss called me and said 'child take this bread and here your salary ' I smiled and said "t.thank you " she then asked me something with conserned look 'child why you face is swallow' I paused I forced myself to smile and said "n.nothing I fell down in school you don't have to w.worry" she sighed and said 'be careful okay here apley it okay ' .

"i.i am fine you don't have to give me.." she cut me and said 'i insist so take it okay ' I smiled and take it then she smiled and petted my head 'good girl ' it's so worm I thanked her and left from there.

finally I am home I am so hungry so I immediately started eating those bread

"s.so delicious " I finished eating and plopped in bed it was not but still I feel comfortable but my whole body was paining finally I can stop smiling atleast I can be in peace here I just thought when will this pain will go away I am just too tired I just want to sleep in this dark then no one will hurt me.

but I can't my boss is only one who is nice to me but she is all alone and she is sick to I don't want to leave her after all she is the only one who looks at me like I am human not a garbage so for her I will smile and this pain is nothing but to my surprise I didn't cried today yes I will never cry and like this I slept through I like this darkness like it's hugging me and saying just sleep I am here I will not judge you so be you.

how comforting I just wish I can be like this my whole life so peaceful but just my wishful thinking I smile everyday but who will guess I am so broken inside....

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