introduction...

I slowly moved my eyes in sleepy voice I said "ah it's morning again it's going to be wond.." I pressed my lips then "...erful day" I chuckled bitterly then I stand up did my usual routine and went to school.

ah I forgot to introduce myself right myself Jemisha I am 13 year old right now after two months I will be 14 I live alone.

why alone....?

well when I was not only child of my parents I have two big brother and one little sister I will not lie she is adorable I am third child of my parents but she my sister born my parents forget my existence I bet they don't even remember how I looked my family is rich but to make my brother life easier my parents worked hard so after giving birth to me my mother left for business trip so I was taken care by my nanny they all forget my existence even maid bullied me I just some love but my fate.

when my little sister was born everything was settled and unlike me she was adorable so all of them cared about only her when I try to approach them they always thought I am some maid child causing trouble so they always beat me eventually with I started to understand they don't need me but I was thankful atleast they atleast gave me life but what the use of it if you wanted to forget me you just have killed me.

when I was 7 year old my nanny died because of illness and so my existence so I left that place and started doing jod cause I don't want to live in there shadow wich is completely cold and empty.

I struggled to live but I never gave up why...?

when my nanny waa alive she cared about me atleast with her I didn't felt cold but when I see my existence is useless I asked my nanny "why gave me life" after hearing this my nanny looked at me s like I am so pitiful I said to her "I have no reason to be alive wh..."

she hugged me and said 'you want reason then smile and for me live ' she smiled I cried and nodded.

so for her I never give up on my life I lived even my heart was breaking my body was giving up I smiled and continued .

like usual I started cleaning after I reached my school I am just too tired but just at a little more just a little more like this I am cleaning cause I don't know when I will collapse like this I finished my cleaning and left from there it was evening by now.

I stopped and inhaled this fresh air and "so pretty " will I ever be free like this Birds I just stand there and chuckled bitterly and admired how pretty it's looking "huh I am late I should go " I started running.

finally I reached" huff huff.." my boss came 'take it easy child here have some water ' I pressed my lips and said "i.i huff" she cut me and said 'it's okay come inside ' she smiled I also smiled at her I went inside finished my work and went to my room.

finally I can rest thanks to my boss granny atleast I can have one meal so I am not starve to death today she made soup for me it was delicious for me it was the best soup in my life and I am also full looks like I will sleep peacefully today.

"Huh it's raining it's small like wet soil how refreshing " I smiled lightly.

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