Begining Friendship

Hi my name is Skyler, I'm an 18 year old girl who lives in Los angeles, California. I'm here to tell you my story and you will find out what people say to people like me. I'm not a normal 18 year old I have cancer, and I'm stage two for now. My doctors told my mother that it could go either way I could get better or I could get worse. I have a heart problem which causes me to have a sickness called Pulmonary edema and that means my heart causes my lungs to have a ton of fluid in them. For over 8 years I have been in the hospital because I have to have treatment done to me and I can't leave until I get better. So about five years ago I wanted to got to school so I would go to school but I would have a nurse with me at all times and kids would be like " awww what's wrong with you? Are you okay? Are you dying? Aww I feel sorry for you. Aww that sucks, hope you get better Skyler." You might be wondering how is that bad its not honestly but it gets very annoying, so annoying that I quit school. After that I have been in the hospital since then. I want stuff to stop sometimes but that's not how life works so I say to myself, "Suck it up and don't care about what happens in the future just go with it." I know even if I get better this will always be a part of my life no matter what. So I want to enjoy my life even if I die at least I die happy inside. I'm an only child in my family, but I have a best friend who likes to take care of me when I feel down or want to give up. He tells me that if I die who is he gonna take care of or who is he going to talk smack with. He is my best friend and he makes me laugh no matter what time it is, he is a sweet guy and I sometimes wonder why he doesn't have a girlfriend. Although I don't go to school with him, he never talks about people at his school, he just tells me funny things that happen at his school. I'm very grateful for my best friend and I hope he stays with me till the end.People in the hospital ask me why don't you get out of your room to talk to some of the kids your age here? Maybe it's because I don't want my best friend to feel lonely or it may be that I don't want people to feel more pain after my life ends. I'm happy when I'm alone in my room. I play my piano and create novels or stories, so then I can print them out for people in the hospital to read when they're lonely or sad. I believe that one day we all will meet. time and no matter what you do is invenadible. I can't say that it's ​not sad or quiet or cold but you will overcome most of the obstacles that are in your way. No one has an exact story about their lives but we all know what can come true and what can't.

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