FIRST MEETING

Its just like everyday I woke up and went to school. I have a friend from childhood but because of some personal issues she changed schools and I met her here again and we became friends. This girl is type of extrovert who can become friends with everyone and anyone and like that she got a senior friend and one day when she's talking to that senior I said ,"hi" to her and that's the first time I saw him and I can feel something inside me is thumping but I just ignore as I thought I won't see him anymore but everyday without fail I see him and I just got this feeling to know who is he.so I asked my friend ,"who's that senior that you talk everyday?" and she asked with a confusion look on her face ,"who?" and i looked at and said, "that senior who comes to our class daily" .she pondered about it some time and then she said ,"oh him?.. his name is Noah". After knowing his name I don't know why I think about him everyday and like that days go on and I want to get some courage cause I wanted to talk to him but the next day she brought him and she introduced him to me and that's when I found out what I felt that day when I first saw him, I came to a conclusion that "AH! I have a crush on him".to be honest that's my first time feeling like this as I never ever had a crush on anyone so its exciting to feel that thumping in my heart getting increased when I see him and just like that, in my life, first time I looked excited and happy to go to school just so i can see him. Whenever we saw each other we used to greet each other and make some conversations and like that we became close but still I used to feel somewhat upset when he talks to other girls but still I have no right so I used to not tell anything to him and like that one day, I wanted to confess my feelings to him so I called him to meet me at a Cafe and he did come. First before starting anything we ordered and sat there we sat there and after we got our order we are eating the dessert. Then I wanted to tell him about my feelings but he's looking like he's concerned about something so I asked him "what's wrong? is everything ok?" that's when he opened up to me told me what he's bottling up inside. "Well, Ella I want you to do a favour to me. can you help me?" as I can say no to him after looking at his face so I said "sure! why not? what's wrong?" .then he talked about his feelings looking outside the window ,"I have a girl I like but I don't know how to confess so I want your help. So, will you help me ?" I don't really got disappointed as I thought it was me that he's talking about so I looked excited and asked him "who? who do you like ? do I know that person?" . the he smiled and said, "yes you do know her. she's someone in your class?". I don't know why but suddenly I got a bad feeling about this so I asked him " w-who?", then he just slammed his head slowly to the table and said, "you know lisa right ? the girl who sits in last bench in middle row. I like her. The moment i saw her i fallen in love with her and the reason i'm talking to your friend isha cause of her".i am really shocked as i didn't expect that answer and i'm really upset, as i am clenching my fists and i asked him "why did you never told me this? and you are saying that you are just talking with me and my friend just so you can come to our class and see her? is that what it is?", then he looked surprised and said this, "no no no what are you talking about ? i mean its true that i got friends with isha cause i can come and see lisa but that's because isha said she will help me but i never thought about using you. I genuinely thought you are my friend no not just a friend but a really close one." after listening to him it hurts me more than before and then i asked him, "so you are saying isha knows this?" then he replied, "yes she said she will help me and she's the one who gave me the idea to come to your class to see lisa". ...ah! i can't even shout or get angry at this situation and if isha knows everything why didn't she say anything to me . only if she told me this i wouldn't be in this position. "HEY!!", noah shouted. then i said "yeah what's wrong?" and then he raised a eyebrow and said, " what's wrong with you ? i have been talking to you and calling you but you didn't respond to me". then i replied to him,"i'm sorry i just got lost in my thoughts. sorry, can you repeat me again what you just said to me?" . then he sighed and said, "so what do you think? can you help me?". i don't know what to call this situation how can i help my crush to get together with his crush, isn't this situation totally ridiculous and i hate it. but still i replied to him , "oh yeah sure why not? i will help you.(5 secs gap) sorry but i should go ".he looked confused but still said bye to me and i just rushed to my home and went inside my house and i don't know why but i didn't get any tears. i just looked at the wall blankly. i just wondered would things be different if i didn't know him or if things would be looking great if he has no crush " those type of thoughts just made me stay awake all night but even if we want there is no way the world will stop just because we want so the morning came without even knowing but still thank god its weekend so i just shut down every thing and slept on my bed and watched some comedy scenes to lift my mood and i just ate my food and stayed inside all day doing nothing like a sloth.

i don't want to go to school anymore, the purpose of me going to school is gone now. And now again my life is back to square.

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