Routine

It's just a usual morning with my mum scolding me to wake up and get ready. I don't feel that happy about my life as it is not that good and I don't mean it's bad but my luck has always been on the worse side. Everyday I just look at the sky and wonder "why am I still breathing?? is there any purpose for my life?? why can't just someone destroy the world or just end it so I don't have to do this everyday", that's all I can think as my life have no fun at all. Right from my childhood I have been studying in all girls school so I have no experience with boys but now cause of my dad's transfer I changed to another city and a new school ,as exciting as it sounds its also terrifying as it's not just girls but it is a co-education one and the feeling I got is something I cant describe in words as I don't know what to do as that's my first time to be around boys .But still I managed to survive in that environment and I did get friends who are good to me. As I said my life is not that good so I don't feel that happy to go to school everyday I just wanna find a hole and bury my head there, so no one can find me. everything sucks and frustrates but I see that some girls are having fun as it is expected cause they look pretty ,but when it comes to my looks I don't want to talk about it as I'm not that pretty and I look just average. Not to say but everyone around me just likes to irritate me that's more of a reason I like to let someone end the world I thought my life would be like that without any changes until I met him.He changed everything for me.

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