Tight sealed lips

I am Rhea the name everyone knows me by. The name given to me by my parents. Who had cared for me all these years.But what could I had given them in exchange. This unpleasant marriage with my husband. He gives me everything a woman wants. He is a billionaire with many many bungalows to live in. I can spend his money in any way without him interrupting my life in any way. Does he love me? no no this is all in my head. I am a lucky fish who met him through shear accident.

I think life had given me a second chance. Those traces in my memory when I fell down in a deep sea was I escaping someone or all these are just coincidences. Was I destined to be here with him? My head is full of Gevin my husband. I don't know where he is at this point of time. Is he flooding around with his girlfriend in bar or is he serious about our relationship. we really need to talk about our relationship as it weighs around my finger hard.

Life never gives a second chance but we had one. The time we spent together just looking at each other and doing dirty things hhahaha indeed romantic things you can say spent countless romantic nights but not a single word to say .I do have to struggle to bring out a new conversation based on our old memories but all in vain. All do I get was a word or two as a answer. I want to talk with you want to share thousands and thousands of my thoughts with you with I also want to hear your. Am I not worth this. Am I not worth talking. I think I had brought this upon me myself. All I did was a single mistake a mistake which cannot be forgiven. Are you listening all I want to say is but I had forgiven myself amist all this struggle. I want to break off from all this. Break off from this hazardous marriage. Break off from you but am so powerless I cannot do anything as you are the one holding on to me tight. Tight in your arms kissing me constantly on my lips smacking and sucking them engraved in my memories forever. Hhahaha am sorry but until now all this was just an act. Act to be called a married girl. This drama of playing a happy family a cliche I am just bored with it. Playing husband and wife all day is covering your own self inside you.

I hate you for not telling me where you are. I get scared everytime I see you. You won't understand me ever we will remain the same through out our life. I doubt will we be able to travel along with this so called marriage .It is difficult to live in this strange house among strange people. I don't know how someone can manage to live here. Maybe the house is not strange because of its people but due to some unwanted wanted members.

I belong to his family not he to mine or not.

What should I do I don't know.

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