A new day started with a new beginning of her life. She started to meet new people, moved to hostel. She knew no one there. As she was going to stay there she initiated the conversation between her other roommates. This was her first step towards the change. She easily got along with everyone there but deep down she felt lonely. Soon it was the time for her first day of college. She wasn't that excited at all because she never wanted to study at a place near her home. The distance between her home and the college was literally less than 20 km. All the people near her college knew her as a relative or in some other way. She hates it when people meddle in her business. But no matter what she wasn't able to avoid them as it was the first step towards her own freedom. She wanted to be happy and live life as cheerfully as she once lived. Even if she wasn't happy, one good thing happened to her. It was her best friend. She met her best friend after 2 years. She was really happy, and some things started to change. Even though she met her new classmates, she didn't dare to trust anyone. They were just her classmates nothing more, not even friends. She met many others of her school friends. She thought it was good, and she was happy to meet them once again. Day by day she started to find peace within herself. She loves to look at the moon and share her true feelings. She couldn't express her true feelings or whatever her problems to anyone. Likewise, she kept everything to herself not knowing how to explain them to anyone. At some point she forgot how to express. She has become emotionless. She couldn't laugh at a joke her classmates made. Not only that, but she couldn't cry when anything hurt her. Furthermore, she couldn't feel anything. Even though she got her friends back again she still somehow felt lonely. But she found peace in the moon, the trees, the cold breeze, the mountains, the river, the stars and in the little kids. Whenever she felt depressed these were the things that made her calm down.
She used to listen to music when going back to the hostel from college. She loved listening. She always walked alone. But it was okay with her as she was used to being alone. A lot of things happened. Her ex kept bothering her by calling and texting, kept blaming her for not putting any efforts in their relationship but she couldn't say anything to him despite knowing the truth that it was him who never been loyal to her. It hurt her heart so much. But at last she finally got rid of his calls and texts. In one way she only could avoid him. After some days everything changed to normal. She began to focus on herself. She found happiness in little things and try to be happy.
One day she got a message request from a stranger on her ig. She ignored that message for many days. Having being ignored that person didn't text again. But some days later he texted again. She asked her best friend whether to reply or not. After checking his profile her best friend suggested not to reply him as she was worried about her. She didn't reply to him. Again some days later he texted again, she decided to reply him. Who would have thought the person would change her life.
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horasios
Goosebumps!
2024-02-27
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