Love

What is love ? Love is like falling deep into someone's eyes, forgetting all the problems once you see them, finding peace in their existence, supporting and understanding each other at every possible moments, respecting each other.

Love for her was like a cage before meeting this Man. It was as if she was locked up in somewhere. Doing everything that the person likes even when she doesn't want to just not to lose them. She was there when they faced hardship. She loves her family and friends the most. But because of that persons insecurity and possessiveness she has cut ties with her friends. Now that I think it was never love. They never understood her, never noticed that she now doesn't have anyone to rely on, never noticed that she wasn't happy. Finally she started to understand what she really wants. She tried to talk to them but they never listened or understood her. Gradually she lost feelings for them. She started to ignore them but all they do was to blame her for not understanding them and not loving them the way they wanted. Hah her love never lasted more than 2 years. Even her family thought she's isn't a good daughter because she kept falling for someone. Can you believe? She was so depressed and upset about herself that she wanted to run away from this world. But she wasn't brave enough to do so. So she prayed for her own death for a really long time. Crazy isn't it? She completely lost herself. Even after death she didn't want to reborn. She wanted her soul to be shattered and destroyed to the level that she couldn't be born again. She hated herself to this point. Upon putting her thoughts together she wanted to give herself a chance.From then on she just focused on what she really liked and wanted to prove that she's a good daughter. Many people fell for her and tried to make her theirs as if she was a thing but she never bat an eye on them. They were all toxic about her and kept meddling in her matters. She ignored all of them, what else could she do.

As time goes she realised this man is different from them. He respected her decisions, understood her, was there to talk whenever she felt down, treated her as a person. She always doubted if it was a good decision to be true to her feelings. She tried to open up her heart to him. And finally she made the decision. She wanted to give herself one last chance. At first she didn't admit but later she admitted her feelings towards him. She didn't want to tell him and keep him by her side forever as a selfish person. But I guess the universe wanted something else. Her feelings gradually increased. Now she is addicted to him. She doesn't feel good if she didn't talk to him even for one day. Whenever she sees him she get a smile on her face forgetting every problems. She loved the moon and he was the moon of her life.

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