A little rhythm in the wind

"I am such a bad luck......"

"I never wanted to be in a accident, I never wanted to be lost finding who I am but still I came here searching for myself... desperately for memories for ....."

*Haru-kun*

I looked up raising my head. It was blurry, eyes full of tears. I saw a figure like shadow. "Noone's there..." I whispered.

"....but why do I feel like someone's there watching me...waiting for me" I raised my hand in order to catch something.

"I can feel it....it's warm" I said .

*haru-kun...... can you fe^% the rh°¡hm of y°¿r he_r~?*

"I can't understand you" I whispered softly catching my breath.

"who are you??" I asked.... I couldn't feel the warmth anywhere. "hey, answer me??" I whipped my tears "you there!!?" I said.

No reply only the soft cold wind came by a little broken window.

I went back inside and washed my face again. I looked at myself in the mirror. "what was I doing talking to myself?? That's unusual " I thought

But the voice did really turn into something he could feel.

"or... is it because I am taking less dose of medicine?? some kind of side effect??" I asked myself.

"If only I could figure out who the girl is!!" I said still talking to myself.

I stretched my arms and legs " let's go on a walk " I said to someone (no one is there)

"yes let's go"

"huh???!? did I hear a voice just now" I looked around.

"anyone here.." I said searching my room "..or here"

"no one....." I said keeping my hands in my hip

"Nice prank" I said to myself.

I locked the door beside me and took a long breath.

The sun was overhead and I started walking randomly on the street.

A few houses went by..

"oh haru kun, coming to visit grandma" I looked back.

It was the same old granny from before.

"umm.."i said nothing to say.

"come inside, have some tea" she said.

I wanted to refuse but something stopped me.

"come in don't be shy" she said with a smile .

I went inside and sat in a chair. "You are free to look around..I will prepare tea" she said.

I looked around the house it was a simple Japanese kind house nothing new. I looked at the frames in the wall and I saw her : sparkly black hair, ocean blue eye, pale skin.

"haru kun the tea is ready.." Granny called "coming" I said.

She poured the tea in the cup and handed it to me.

"thank you" I said.

"haru kun I got a call from your mom yesterday..." she said.

I looked at her those wrinkles around her eyes and cheeks.

".....she explained your situation to me"

"umm" I said.

"ask me anything you want ok I'll be there to help you"

"yes, thank you" I said again feeling a little comfortable.

I looked out of the window..... the white curtains were floating in mid air along with the breeze.

*(those black hair)*

"granny!" I called almost in a faint voice.