The Start of Everything

SAOIRSE  ROMANOV

J O U R N A L  |  2018

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Her life continues to change,

Yet she's still  trapped in a cage

Her eyes glisten with tears

As she 's slowly devoured by her fears

She's afraid,

All her efforts failed,

The countless memories are blown away

As night turns into day

She can't seem to move

Like a child without anything to prove

Her bright face gets dull

Like a living woman inside a porcelain doll

Her mind travels through a dark locked place

Lost in these lonely space

She left her town to find what she lost

To find what she desires the most

A love she's hoping,

That's like a colorful and symmetrical painting

A reality she wants to deceive,

But is difficult to receive

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Another alternate sunrise,

Problems that continue to arise,

It can't be finished quickly

Turning her faint happiness into misery

She wandered for too long,

No one to tag along

She can't fight the conflicts inside her head

It became too hard for her to fled

Her mind was a mess,

Like a mannequin caught up in a suffocating dress

She keeps searching for her missing light

Within the thick layer of darkness in the night

She didn't know he's close,

Watching her hold a delicate yet thorn-filled rose

Yet it doesn't surpass the beauty she has

With how heavenly and ravishing she was

Her presence troubled his mind

Her eyes show her pain, her longing, her hidden side

She's breathtaking whilst she's marred with scars

She pulled him in, igniting his fire of love and desire

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The strings of fate bind him

Through a forgotten fortress, so dark, so dim

He found a sound so faint,

Coming from a woman that has a very unique trait

He'll vow to protect this woman as his Queen

It can take long as what as it seems

Neither can fate or reality can stop him

He'll fulfill his promise and stay firm

She's a sinful temptation,

Bound to capture his attention

He can't wait to call her his forever

He can't wait to love her, spoil her, please her

She's a masterpiece, a fragile art

With tortured pieces that broke apart

Yet he accepts her every flaw

Even if it means he needs to break the limits of the law

He's unable to look away,

For she's like a beautiful play

Performing in the stage

In which she calls a cage

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The fear of this mysterious feeling

Draw his dangerous and mad longing

For the woman, he watched from afar

Mix up his desires and wishes in a lidded jar

Her smiles delight his hidden hunger

For in his heart she's a siren and a fighter

He would bend every rule to keep her out of harm

While she builds her confidence and alluring charm

No matter how hard he falls,

How the odds are against him like countless walls,

He will not let his demons appear

To capture his angel, so fragile and dear

His world was bland and plainly dark

Yet she came and end it all with a mark

He gave his soul to this woman,

Promising that he'll be her knight, king, and man

He's addicted to her,

Everything insignificant except for her doesn't matter

All he wanted is his angel and only herself

Even if it means to lose his life and his self

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She's his delirious heaven,

A true definition of a pure elegant maiden

He's truly the opposite of her,

She's an angel and he's a killer

He calls her name,

That signals the beginning of a newly lit flame

He silently grasps her hand,

Looking upon the world's sinful land

She suffered for years,

Covered her eyes and ears

As life continues to shatter her

With a little knowledge of survival, she poorly masters

"Your success is all of your permanent scars

That defines the night with it's blinking stars,

It's distant but it can lighten up the sky,"

He muttered with tears that are already dry.

He's crying and she knows it's not fake

She trusts him yet she made a mistake,

With the reality of waking up the devil

Living inside of him in peril

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She discovered the devil that resides in his soul,

Heard hundreds of longing growls

He painted her red, bloodied and tainted

But she's still curious and painfully attracted

Horns grew upon his head

As the thin string of his control and facades grows dead

Lavishing, deadly and truthfully dangerous,

With traps that can haunt a lion to obey his hidden favors

Her halo's long gone,

She sacrificed it for him even if it's wrong

Her wings are torn,

But she's not left by pain to mourn

Like raging waves of the sea's high tides,

Eyes locked together with hands placed on both sides,

They look at the dull and empty highway

As the stars glitter among the dark sky

Both conflicted yet certain, both marred yet flawless,

They wouldn't ask for something even more or less

For this is what a symphonic and melodic piece sounds

Of the world, they have woken up to with synthetic towns

NOTE

This is first published on Wattpad but due to some reasons, it is deleted and can only be seen in Mangatoon. This is the edited and new version. I hope you'll like it. Thank you :)

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