Hi good readers arround the world
Welcome to my page story
At this time , let me to ask you.
Have you ever try walk with your father or your mother with close eyes for go somewhere ?
Can you see something what is in front of you , next to your right and left and behind you ?
I am sure the answer is no.But because you trust to your father or your mother to will keep walk with you until the end , you not affraid of anything will harm you .You have trust 1000% that your father or your mother will protect and keep you save
All I meant is we only can see clear everything around us when we open both of our eyes and watch carefully around us
In this story ,
I would like to share a bit my my story about me , God and Universal
Since I am back from Thailand for horrible story until this year 2020 , I even can't make money .
I tried to find job . I made professional CV and sent to many companies .
Either small companies or big companies .
I really need to find work.But all looks no hope .
No way out . I've been at some interviews but no result .
Until one day ,
I couldn't afford to pay my rent again .
I couldn't afford to take care of my self
( to eat , to buy monthly needs , to go doctor / buy medicine when I am sick etc )
By help from Universal , I got helped from a woman that I met at pet shop when I was hang out there just for have a look for food , toys , bed for my rescue dogs and cats .
Inside my heart , I feel painful because I couldn't buy standard needs for my first rescue dog since 2019 , but I still have little faith inside me because every time I am hang out there , I always pray in my heart , one day , I will be able to buy all of my rescue needs .
This woman offered me to stayed at one of her room for a while until I get a job and able to pay rent for my own place .
Suddenly I heard a little voice of small kitten inside her bag
I was surprised and asked her with smile :
Is that a cat voice ?
She smile back and answered me :
Yes it is
We had conversation about this cat , her cats at her place etc etc etc
Until she offered this cat to me
She asked me if I want to adopt this little cat
I don't need to think 3 days to say yes or no , straight away I gave her answered I will be happy to do it because it s meant this cat will become my second cat after I lost Ling Ling my cat in past
At the end I stayed at her place
Finally I met her husband too who was work as a driver from someone . His main job is pick up clients and brought them to have tours in Bali , Indonesia . So far all still good between me and them .
They share food with me in the morning before they went to work and evening after they came back from their work . One week , all still ok for me until one day the wife went to work and the husband had off day . We talked in front of my room about life etc . About many things until he asked me private things such as how the feeling when I had sex with Western guy because my ex bf is a Western guy . What they want / fantasy .
How big their size etc . He also explained to me , he never got what he wants from his wife for his fantasy . I really feel uncomfortable with this conversation . He also tried to invited me watched TV in his room while his wife not at home . I tried to cut the conversation with polite and said to him , I need to go out .
I walked in the middle busy road . Think and cried in my heart until when I have to stay with them . Until when I have to be a part with my rescue dog Amore Mio and my cat Mon Amour that I put at kennel for 2 months because I couldn't give them permanent place with clean bed , food , toys and doctor to check their healthy or if they are sick .Dear God and Universe , please return my children to my arms
One day after , electricity in my room is off . I was asked help first to the wife and her husband to buy credit for my electricity for 1 month , which it's just 10$ because both of them are work so I am pretty sure they have 10$ . Almost everyday I asked help to them but they said they don't have money and asked me back to ask help from others . Others ? I even don't have any 1 friend or best friend who still want around me after I have nothing like now . I just quiet and think , they offered me this place in my situation and now they don't want to help me to buy electricity for my room ? Another day , after I came back from outside for walk too , I entered to the bathroom in my room and I am really surprised until I want to vomit because I saw poo poo of human inside my toilet . From that moment , I already realized this is the time for me to go from this place . Because people no respect me at this place . They didn't give me key of this room ( so people can come and go from my room as they want ) , electricity for my room and today I had shit in my toilet .
The next morning after they went work , I left the house with peace . I am really pissed off but I couldn't say anything because my situation .Actually I don't know where should I go but I choosed to go to one house from a Balian
( a Balinese man with supranatural gift who is also one of their friend ) .
They welcome to me to stay with them . In this COVID 19 , all situation really no good . The man not work at the moment ( he also still work at school in Denpasar ) and their kids also not study anymore at school . They just do study online everyday that they should report to their teacher everyday
But in this difficult moment , this man and his family still want to open their hands to share place and food with me to sleep and eat everyday. They had 1 dog that really skinny and I really want to take this dog with me . To give good life one day . With clean place to sleep with . Not with water from rain and dust everywhere . With clean bowl to eat and drink .
I live my life with them everyday in simple way . I also tried to teach English to one of his kid 6 years old who really closed with me . For me he likes my little brother . I shower him . I put clothes , powder , oil on him every time he finished shower . I comb his hairs . We play phone together until we fall asleep
In this house , this Balian man has a holly room for pray at 00.00 , I entered to this holly room and pray with tears . Because I want to have my own place . Together again with my rescue dog and cat in bad and good situation . I also do fast too everyday . I really asked help from God and universe to hear and answer my prayer . Simple prayer . To send Western man who has fear of God to help me to have my own place and comeback together with my kids .Maybe you will ask me , why I asked God a Western man ? Because with God we can talk anything like we talk to our parents . For me my God is my only father and best friend who never reject me , never get tired to hear my tears + my angers + my sadness + prayers . For more specific , I asked God to prepare a big house with garden and pool like place that I stayed before in past . A garden for my rescue dogs and cats to run and play with pool next to it so I can read a book , write my book , drink tea / coffee and look to the sky to say how grateful I am to have God , Universe and my rescue animals who accept me , who faith full with me no matter I am
Almost 2 months , I lived with them until one day I found a guy on Facebook who wrote about God .
He wrote his phone number on his profile Facebook . I was asked God , should I wrote message to him or not . Need 24 hours to get confirmation from God by His Holly Spirit to say YES to me . The day after before I wrote him message on his Facebook , I do pray first to God and Holly Spirit to guide me write message to him . Guess what ? He replied me with positive answer and in 3 days he made decision to help me out from this house . Unbelieveable !!! God and Universe heard and answered my prayers.
He came with his team work brought food of packages to this family especially they brought food for their son 6 years old with kind of food that he never eat in his life before . On the same day , he went with me to picked up my rescue dog and cat at shelter . He paid the bills for 2 months . The last , he brought me to the one big villa with two separate room with big pool and garden . He gave me opportunity let me to stay there with him until I can stand up by my own feet get a job , project or deal property . He gave everything with free . Without anything in return . I never met any person like him who gave me everything without ask anything in return . I stayed at big villa , with pool , garden with my kids again in my arms and many staffs like in past when I was still have ex husband .I couldn't say anything .God heard and answered my prayers
For all of you ,
Never tired to believe miracle and keep trust in God.Put all your hopes , wishes and dreams to God
As long as your prayer is accordance with God's will and plan then He will hear and answer it
Namaste .
God bless all creation of God
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2021-12-10
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