Prologue.

"Hey, teacher, can you help me with something?"

"Sure, what is it?"

Her name is teacher Suzan; she is my math teacher. Even though she is a teacher, she is still very young, I never heard her commenting on her age, but she is certainly no more than 25 years old.

'And yes, I'm in love with her.'

I'm in the last year of high school, I'm almost done this year, and it won't be long before I distance myself from her. I didn't want to let our relationship stay open. I wanted to declare myself to her.

I don't know what her reaction will be, but I'm sure I will be rejected; there is no way a woman like her will accept dating a boy like me.

Why did I fall in love, you must be imagining? Well, she is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen, it is as if I had met the woman of my dreams in a classroom, and she is my teacher.

"So, what do you need?"

"Ah, I wanted you to help me with an issue I didn't understand. Could you come to the room with me?"

Damn it, and I started to sweat and stammer as soon as I started talking to her, surely she must think I'm weird.

"Sure, but can't it be like this? I need to hurry. I have to

correct some activities. "

"Well, I ended up forgetting my notebook in the classroom, so I wanted you to come with me." But what kind of a lie is that?

You just wanted to be alone with her in a room.

"Okay, but we have to be quick."

I feel like my heart will explode anytime while she walks beside me; please calm down, you can't die before you tell her how you feel. You need to control yourself.

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"So, what's the matter?"

"EXCUSE, I FOOLED YOU!" I ended up talking too loudly. I felt like I was going to die of embarrassment.

"Why did you do that? I was busy." When I looked at her face, I felt a threatening look; she is furious, I need to tell her.

"I'm sorry, I wanted to be alone with you for a moment, I, I ..." She continued to look at me with those menacing eyes. Was she that scary? I just made you waste a little time. It doesn't have to be like this.

"Say it."

Shit, I have to say, I need to say that I like her, maybe this is the last chance, I will never have the courage to do that again, control yourself and say it.

"I ... I LIKE YOU, PLEASE, DATE WITH ME."

Again I ended up saying it too loudly. It doesn't surprise me if someone outside the room heard it.

"Are you kidding me? I need work, don't play that kind of game."

"It's true since I saw you earlier in the year, I fell in love with you; I can't get you out of my head."

"Is it true? Well, I can't do anything, now excuse me." And so she left me inside the room and left the room without looking back, damn it, I knew it wouldn't work.

'So this is the feeling of being rejected?' I put my hand on my chest to try to control the pain I was feeling at that moment.

"Damn it." I was about to cry at that moment, but I could only think how am I going to look at her face tomorrow? I will not be able to do that.

'I need to control myself, and I was already prepared for this, right?' Even though I think that tears started streaming down my face, they told me that the first rejection hurt, but I didn't know it would be like that.

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** WHILE THAT\, OUTSIDE THE ROOM **

'What did I do, I rejected him, I don't believe he likes me too, I didn't think he liked me, what do I do?'

He's in the room, I could hear his crying, but what can I do now? I just rejected him, I rejected the person I like, I never thought I would do that, but I did.

Don't cry; please don't cry.

Why didn't I accept it? Just because I wanted to maintain the pose of a responsible teacher? I'm so sorry, and I still made him cry. I didn't want that.

Why can't I be honest with him? How am I going to look at him now? He sure hates me; he doesn't like me anymore, what am I going to do?

Haaaa ~~

I screamed in my mind because I didn't know what to do. I have to reverse it somehow.

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