Prologue

Lucid Dreaming is my Ability, I have been doing it for almost 4 years.

I often sleep to lucid dream. Because, it's the only way to escape my sad and lonely world. It's the only way to escape reality.

In my dream I can do anything I want, I can create imaginary friends, become famous, litterally anything.

In school. People call me weird and creepy, basically I'm the one who's lonely and have no friends.

Ever since I was a kid I had a difficulty on socializing, I am very shy and Insecure that's why I stayed at home, I have been always jealous on the kids that have fun and get to play with their friends outside.

Because of my negativity it makes me think that even my mom and dad doesn't love me, I am sensitive and get hurt easily, Even if I hear a single word that makes me hurt it feels like the damage will stay forever but I act like it doesn't hurt me at all.

I think I can be and Actress because I'm good at pretending, I started doubting myself when my dad left us.

"Was me and mom not enough for him?." still asking that till this day. Call me an emo or edgy but that's how I feel.

I think you're confused, what's the connection of this to lucid dreaming?

I have a friend in my dream. He makes me feel happy and forget all the problems I have, In my dream I feel like I am the most happiest person in the world with him. He's my first friend in my dream and It feels like he is real and has his own mind, I told him all my problems and he comforts me. Isn't this lucid dreaming? Wasn't I was supposed to control everything in my dream? But why does it feel like he has his own mind?

But even so, I'm still thankful that even if I'm dreaming I can feel happiness. I was so happy that I did not want to wake up again and stay in my dream to feel this kind of happiness everyday but what can I do? I have to go throughout the day and continue living.

I haven't Introduced myself haven't I?

Denise Reyes, 18 years old, and that friend of mine? He's Kaden Ramirez, 19 years old. And he is an amazing person that has been my dream friend for 2 years now \=))

To be continued~

stay tuned♡

Authors note:

I have highlighted some words/sentences that I feel like many people have been experiencing these (anxiety and depression) things and wanting to experience those. To those who are reading this please check up on your family and friends that might be going through this, and I hope you're okay too. Please get some rest if you're tired \=) Just remember that not everyone hates you and remember that if you ever feel hopeless God's there with you♡

Anyways, I hope you enjoyed the story and have a good day, afternoon, or evening. I'm sorry that it got emotional in my note but it feels like I have to give this message \=)

See you on Chapter 1! Thanks for Reading.

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