an expected lost

when the person leave as for good we realised it that why we waste the time on other things. instead of giving it to our partner who is always thier for us. why we always look for something that is not thier. why we can't accept and be satisfied on the things that we have in life. when my husband gone I realised that he is the only person who understand me and love me without asking for anything in return. I know it's already to late for this, and no matter what I do now He can't feel that I full in love with him. only that I was to childish to act at that time and not able to express my feelings for him. all I can say now is thank you for everything that you for me and I can't find the same man in my life now. All I want not is hope and pray that if ever you will be burn again my love that we can meet again and by that time...I can assure you that I will return the love that you give to. I know I lost you now but still I believe that your always thier for me watching above. but you know my love that I was really happy and lucky to have you in our life especially for my son you treated him so well and no doubt about it. coz even my friends always telling me that I was so lucky to have you as my husband. And I can't change the fact that I make mistake while was with me. I'm so sorry for that my love and I hope you can for give me for the mistake that I do. I know now you see what I have done my love and I blame myself for bieng so childish and not paying more attention to you. If only I could bring back the time! I will do everything to express my love for you and to tell you everyday that I love you so much... I guest now it's my karma on bieng alone that I feel why my life is not complete? I'm missing your love, but I lnow you are now in a good hands of God. And only in my dreams I can see you my love. once again thank you so much for coming into my life and for helping me to grow and be mature now. It because you teach me to stand my my own. although it's really hard my love without you everything has been a mess with me right now. how I wish you still here with me... I me lost you for good but the good memory will stay forever in my heart and I treasure everything that we have my love. thanks for the 9 years together and the happy moments that we share together I love you.

***Download NovelToon to enjoy a better reading experience!***