The reality of life

In our life we thought everything will be okay once we have of own family? But the truth it is not as easy as we think. many things happen that only time can till. In my exsisting in this world for 36 years. I already faces different kind of chanllenges in life. To lost my husband and other things that I thought I will never be able to experience, but I was wrong things that you want will not be easy as we think that we could do it as we plan for it. life is full of surprices. Like when I meet a man I thought he is the one that I been waiting for so many years of bieng alone and as a single mom. at first we are happy everythings seems perfect in our relationship. until one day I found out that all that we have is a lie and it really hurt me to know that he doesn't love even before. All he want from was the things that I can give to him, but even though I already know it and even my friends telling me that he was just using me. Still I believe in him that he loves me and he care for me. to the point that we decided to leave togethere and start a family. I become blind because of love and trusting him was the big mistake that I ever did in my life and for loving him. And thats time that I realised life is full of surprices and even the people we thought will not hurt us... they are the one who most likely to hurt us in the end. for almost 2 years and 6 months I try my best to make our relationship work. coz I believe that one day he will realised that inspite of his flaws I still love him for who he was. But then again i was wrong in that think of mine and no matter what we do if that person doesn't have feelings for you. It will never work and you will just lost your confidence in yourself because you just waste the time and effort. The reality teach as to became a wise person when we are going to enter into a relationship. And in this relationship of mine I sacrificies my studies so that I can move on easily the pain that I got from him. But what can I do even he hurt me I still love him and I still for give him when he asked for a second chance for our relationship. I thought he will change? But I was wrong again to believe that someone can change. Thats the reality and a fact that in this life it is not easy to change and only few are able to do it. But in my case I was not lucky coz everything is just a dream for me and it really hurt me.

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