My Introvert Life
Everyone have their own thoughts about life. They have a clear mindset about everything.They can express them with a clear narrative . Only If people listen to them.
But unfortunately many parents or family members don't have that much time. They are busy correcting their kids and giving their own advices suppressing their kids opinions, Just to create a dominance in the family.
This is a type of family dictatorship.
But this is very normal in every Asian family. Although it is protectiveness and shaping their kids on the surface, but it's a pure controlling behavior.
No one can escape this family dynamics .
What if a girl face this everyday as she's the younger one in two girls born to Dominant father and scared mother. The Father is elder son in the family, and grandparents who want grandson so much, but couldn't get after so many deliveries and abortion.
But they're very good to their granddaughters as their obedient and good .Is it wrong to say bad about them?. But their past with their mother is not good.She's a maid with no salary. But the father don't care about this.His Wife and kids comes second to him in every way, they have to be obedient ,good to everyone understands everyone. Even though everyone looks down on them.
Is this a happy family or dysfunctional family?
No kid should deserve this. It's a trauma to suppress and accepting with smile.It's type of emotional abuse but can't say.If we try to express then we become ungrateful and arrogant kids.
This is my life which i don't want to live. Wishing to a sudden end, but it's not happening. Fate has other plans god is extending my life with no U-turn. Just living a life with body but no soul. Waiting for a miracle..but no change. Why??
Why it's happening to me??. What have I done wrong.
People will say God is testing, but it's been years since I'm living like this as my youth is passing.My interest in life is decreasing.
I'm envious of many kids who have nothing but loving parents who understand. Although financially they are struggling mentally they have peace and happiness. Which is very valuable nowadays. Many kids are craving for happy family hating every moment of their life.
Does That kid become a happy kid or unwanted kid?. Do they have a happy future?. I don't think they overcome their trauma. That lasts their whole life.
Dysfunctional family kids are victims who survived the internal wars every day. Mentally disturbed and hopeless. They will become introvert living in their own world. Imagining their own desired world.
And people think this is abnormal behavior. They need treatment. But what's the use nothing changes. People won't change,life won't change and most importantly paste life doesn't come back.
It's the truth.
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