CHAPTER 5

I sneaked to my house, my aunt looked at me and said. "What the fuck did you do? Where were you?" I looked down and replied quietly. "I was at school."

"At school you say... Well I can see you weren't you slut. Go to your room- no, stay." She went to the kitchen and came back with an empty glass bottle.

She came closer to me and I whispered "please, I won't do that again, I swear." Tears appeared in my eyes but I didn't want to let them out so I closed my eyes. She rolled her eyes and smashed the bottle on my head.

The pain was so strong that I almost fainted. I got myself together and went to my room. I turned off my skill and looked at my injures.

After about 30 minutes of applying medicines I wrapped my head in a bandage and went to sleep, already exhausted to death. "Maybe I should just ... end it all?" I whispered to myself bitterly.

Just then I remembered Yoo Joonghyuk who said he wanted to meet again. I smiled sadly and just sat down on my bed.

Before I noticed I fell asleep and woke up just as early as ever.

I opened my eyes and tears flowed to them. I clenched my bedsheets and tried to calm down.

"Why, why is life so unfair, all I did ... all I did was just trying to survive..." I cried some more and when I finally finished I activated my skill so I looked perfectly fine and I went to school.

I sat down and started reading a novel /Three ways to survive in the apocalypse./ It was my favorite novel and I'm already at the 2091 chapter.

I glanced at the class and to my surprise the teacher was already there lecturing.

I placed my phone away and tried to focus on what was the teacher saying but I couldn't.

After some more classes I went to the canteen and bought my food. Well not for long becouse before I could eat anything it already was placed in the trash by someone.

I knew it was suspicious that they let me off easily yesterday, probably had something to do. I glanced at my bullies and just walked away while they yelled some insults at me.

I went to the bathroom stall, locked myself and started at my wrists. I felt a really strong urge to cut myself but I didn't.

After that I went back to the classroom and just stayed in my seat, blank and emotionally not there.

I started at my hands for most of the time and thought of ways to kill myself but I felt disgusted with myself at the same time too.

After the last lecture I walked out of the school's grounds and slowly headed towards my home.

As I arrived and saw no one was there I sighed relieved, I had no real peace for the last 2 years so I could really use some.

I opened my room's door and lied down on the bed. It seemed harder than usual but that was just becouse I was in a quite bad mood.

I took off my shirt and looked at my disgustingly teared out flesh, I started scratching it which made the wounds get even deeper.

I needed help, that much was obvious but ... I didn't really wanted it. I just decided earlier in my life that I'll life for myself, without anyone's advice, so I kept my word and I didn't seek anyone.

I did my homework, studied for some time and drank some coffee.

"Gosh I feel like Light Yagami before he found the death note." I laughed slightly at my words, tho they were true.

I peaked out of my room and saw my uncle, I quickly shut the door and panicked slightly. My uncle was the worst, he even once almost killed me. From that time I started fearing him greatly.

I looked around my room to find something to do but well I didn't find anything at all.

I took my phone and started just scrolling through TikTok, that was one of the things I did most of the time.

My stomach growled and I remember I didn't eat lunch today because of my bullies. Eating at home was out of the question, they never fed me and even punished when I tried to take something from the fridge.

It was already about 5 days since the last time I ate but I guessed I'm not gonna eat anything soon anyway.

The only thing I gave my body was water, just it, nothing more nothing less.

I stood up but felt to tired, I randomly lied down on the floor and looked up at the ceeling. It was a nice dark gray color, slightly lighter than my dull eyes.

I reached to take a pillow from my bed, I placed it under my head and felt asleep . . . on the floor.

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