1 FEB 2026

My life Is roller coaster, there's many things I wanna do but at the same time I don't wanna do it, today I cried cause of 5 reasons....

I want A cat

I want to stay with Niva

Family

4.Future

5.Idk it yet but there was surely 5th reason

so yeah, it's 1st February Afternoon right now and I cried in morning while watching reels, Later I called my mom when she was having her Lunch She picked up and said Hi I guess yea I don't quite remember her first words, LoL idc well So I told her I was crying in the morning cause of this five reasons while Crying about it RIP ME DID YOU GET IT ? I WAS CRYING IN FRONT OF MY MOM CAUSE I WAS TELLING HER WHY I WAS CRYING IN THE MORNING AND GUESS !! HER REPLY "let me eat if you want to cry I'm hanging up, anything else u want to say ? and yes don't cry it'll be fine" I Again asked her permission to do suicide and ofc as always she said no and cut the call.

now the thing is Me and my Friend Niva we were doing deep talks since morning, We didn't had proper Lunch cause we live in pg and it's shit, she is currently Showering and I have to Pick up clothes from sun :) idk yes, I've to fold them and get ready before she come from shower, BUT BUT BUT !! INSTEAD OF THAT RIGHT NOW I'M WRITING THIS GOD DAMMIT NOVEL I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT YES !! well so WHY I've to get READY ?? so the thing is we are going on ride as always, we'll stay outside till evening we'll eat outside also.. today's plan over

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