He Does Love Me

He lifted me from my squat and helped me wipe my tears. I felt like bursting(my heart from anger from my stupidity) and I was blushing really hard and mean it. As he cleaned my face, I heard his laughing. I seemed quite surprised. He was supposed to be on his way out of our house and leaving me for good, but here he is wiping away my tears, comforting me and also laughing. He was laughing, really.

I heard him say "Can't you differentiate between a joke and a leaving partner? You are indeed funny, Nan." That was the nickname he gave to me. I don't know when it started, but all I know is that he had started calling me by that name for a space of five years. That was when he claimed that he developed feelings for me. Whenever he called me by that name, I felt like his own, loved, possessed, had a place I belonged, and like I had a home where I wasn't a biological daughter more or less, a puppy

for the measly needs of those I called my family.

I then realized how foolish I was. He then started helping to calm down. He then lifted me up in his arms and seconds counted for hours as I looked at his face mesmerized as to how I was even worthy of having such a guy as my boyfriend, my partner and needless to say, my everything. He took me down the stairs and my brain started editing all the movies I had watched with these exact same scenes. I didn't notice that he had already brought me down the stairs because of my rough and uncontrollable thoughts. If all demons were meeting in order to make my lust overtake the real me, it was really, is really and will really work. Of all things Jay could do, he laid me on his lap. My soul has been to the middle of the afterlife palaces and back. I have experienced both heaven and hell.

 Then, he gently brushed a lock of my hair behind my ears and I felt my soul leave my body. My heart was literally emitting smoke. I had already had enough of holding my lust inside when he decided to gently press a kiss on my forehead. I clenched my fists onto his pants, and he soon enough realized it and said "Your lust is really burning, huh. Don't say that I didn't warn ya." He slowly and gently leaned in, and connected us by our lips. My soul left my body yet again as he caressed my lips with his. Our lips were intertwined and when I had made sure that this was really happening, U didn't want to let go. I kissed him right back and hard as I slowly wrapped my arms around his neck. It felt peaceful and very enthusiastic. As we fed each other our saliva, I noticed how he used his tongue to tease me and I was loving it.

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