Prolouge

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...Prologue...

He was three years older than me, but always seemed the most mature one among us.

On my 16th birthday, I wore the dress he chose for me, even though I was forbidden to wear that, but he left without saying anything or wishing me.

Now after three years later, after skipping those family gathering and events, he decided to finally show up.

That also on the morning of my 19th birthday, when I'm about to dance with someone whom I'm supposed to love to move on, but now that he is looking at me with something soft, so softer than clouds within his gaze- I can't help but freeze.

He is my cousin, but I love him as a man which is so unholy of me.

From the moment, I learned how to dance, he has been my dance partner, but then he left me three years ago. All alone on my birthday without a partner and never talked to me after that day.

Every night he used to appear in my dreams and look at me with his soft, calm gaze.

He has always been nothing but kind and patient to me which he is to everyone. But now, I want him to be cruel and selfish to me. And I'll do everything to push him off limits of hIs curtsy because maybe this is how I can actually unlove him.

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This is the beginning of a new novel named ‘About Us’. It is purely a work of fiction so read it like a fiction don't try to relate it to real life.

I don't really know how it is going to turn out but let's see.

I'm not a very consistent updater, so I write when I feel like writing.

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Ignore everything written below......

Jo teri khaatir taRpe pehle se hi

kya usey taRpana O zaalima, O zaalima

jo tere ishq mein behka pehle se hi

kya usey. ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, O zaalima, O zaalima

the one who is already suffering for you (aren't there with him)

torment him even more, O cruel one..

the one who's already intoxicated,

why intoxicate him even more, O cruel one...

aankhen marhaba, baatein marhaba

main sau martaba deewana huaa

mera na raha jab se dil mera

tere husn ka nishana hua

your eyes are beautiful, your talks are beautiful,

I have become crazy a hundred times.

my heart hasn't remained mine,

since it became the target of your beauty..

jiski har dhaRkan tu ho

aise dil ko kya dhaRkana

O zaalima, O zalima..

the one whose every heartbeat is you,

why make that heart beat even faster,

O cruel one...

jo teri khaatir taRpe pehle se hi

kya usey taRpana O zaalima, O zaalima

saanson mein teri nazdeeqiyon ka

itr tu ghol de, ghol de...

main hi kyun ishq zaahir karoon

tu bhi kabhi bol de, bol de...

dissolve the perfume of your closeness

in my breath...

why should I alone express my love,

you too say something some time..

le ke jaan hi jaayega meri

qaatil har tera bahaana hua

tujhse hi shuru, tujhpe hi khatam

mere pyaar ka fasaana hua

it's take my life only,

every excuse of yours has become a killer for me.

the story of my love

starts with you and ends at you only.

tu shamma hai to yaad rakhna

main bhi hoon parwaana

O zaalima, O zaalima..

if you are a candle,

remember, I too am a moth,

O cruel one, O cruel one...

jo teri khaatir taRpe pehle se hi

kya usey taRpana O zaalima, O zaalima

deedaar tera milne ke baad hi

chhooTe meri angRaayi

tu hi bata de kyun zaalima main kehlayi

kyun is tarah se duniya jahaan mein

karta hai meri ruswaayi

tera qusoor aur zaalima main kehlayi

only after I have seen you,

my first stretch of the morning happens.

(that is, it's necessary for me to see you to even begin my day.)

tell me why am I called the cruel one..

why do you disgrace me like that in public,

it's your fault and I'm the one being called the cruel one.

deedaar tera milne ke baad hi

chhooTe meri angdaayi

tu hi bata de kyun zaalima main kehlayi

tu hi bata de kyun zaalima main kehlaayi

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