Episode 3 - I'd rather die

I walked quickly, I wanted to see my boyfriend as soon as possible.

I walked into the place where we were supposed to meet. I didn't find him, I found someone I'd rather not see in my life.

"Oh, guys, he came!" the laughter echoes in my ears.

"We didn't think you'd come, princess."

"Where's Ian?" I stuttered.

These people, alphas, the ones who bullied me throughout my school years.

"Ian? Was he supposed to come here?"

Someone laughed, others mocked.

I stepped back, this was an abandoned yard behind the school, people came here to enjoy alone time, or when they wanted to smoke and do other things.

"If he's not here, I'm going."

Before I could turn and run, Bastian, the leader grabbed my arm and pinned me to the ground.

"We wouldn't want you running away, right?" he laughed into my ear.

I trembled, I knew what was coming.

"Why don't you moan for me and let me have a taste of you?"

"Let go, let go!" I yelled at him, I yelled at all of them.

They came closer, they grabbed my legs and arms, my neck, their disgusting touches, their tongues on my neck and body.

Their hands taking off my pants and shirt.

I yelled, i tried to, they covered my mouth with a cloth. I couldn't scream, I couldn't move, all I felt was fear and pain.

Their teeth sank into my skin, their skin slid into me, I wanted to cry, I wanted to die.

I trashed myself. Their hands grabbed mine and pinned them behind my back, their hips thrust forward.

Aghhhhhhhhhhh! My mind screamed at me.

The tears welled into my eyes, no, this wasn't the first time, but it didn't hurt less.

"Look at him, squirming under us." Bastian, I'll kill you, I swear, I'll kill you!

He licked my neck, he thrust his hips, making me groan in pain. The others touched my chest, their hands, I wanted to cut them off.

I wanted them to suffer the same way I did.

Please God, if you truly exist, save me from this suffering, give me a chance, kill me! I'd rather die than suffer like this! I'd rather not feel this pain anymore, it's okay if it's a painful death! I'd only be once, then it'll be over.

I prayed to God, I prayed for my life to end.

In the end, I still lost attendance, I could've gone with my siblings, I should've brought them to school.

When they were done, they left me lying on the ground, in the mess they made of me.

Well, at least they used condom this time... I don't want to get pregnant....

The hour was late, I had no reason to go to class anymore.

I packed my things, I tied my clothes properly, and walked away.

When I came home, it was already late.

The moment I stepped into the house, a slap landed on my face.

"Leario." my father's voice.

"Where have you been?!" he yelled.

"So you couldn't go and take your siblings to school, but you could skip your class!? All for that damned attendance of yours, right?!"" he yelled at me, his hands shaking my body.

He didn't notice my disheveled look, he never does.

"Sorry, mother." my voice was low, almost like a whisper.

"Sorry? I don't need your sorry!" another slap, this time harder.

"I though you could finally study and have good grades, but look at you, only sneaking out."

He let go of me and pushed me to the ground.

"Get out of my sight."

Before I could leave, he threw the pack of clothes that Ian, my boyfriend, let me borrow one night.

"And I forbid you to date that alpha!"

My heart shattered, and so did my life.

I grabbed the clothes and went upstairs, the looks of my siblings were...heart-wrenching.

I couldn't look at them.

"Was it worth it?"" Leah asked me.

"You could've just took us to school, so much for trying to love you." her eyes turned cold towards me. I was used to it, but not from Leah.

Not from my siblings.

"Let's go, Jace, we don't need that bastard." she turned around and left with Jace, who didn't say anything, just looked at me like I was a stranger.

I ran into the bathroom connected to my room. I started the water, a hot one, and scrubbed myself , I wanted to be clean, I was dirty, I wanted to die.

My body turned red from all that pain and scrubbing.

"Just die, die, die, die...die...hic...hic...sniff.."

I fell down to the floor, my voice barely a whisper.

"Please....die..." I cried and cried, my tears running down my face, the body I hated so much, it was mine.

And the night to come, it was even worse.

To be continued...

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