Episode 5

TRIGGER WARNING!

This episode contains depictions of abuse and sexual assault, it might be uncomfortable for some readers to read.

Please, be cautious as it might trigger a trauma or deep feelings of sort.

This episode is solely fiction and does not depict any real situation. All characters and scenes are purely parts of fiction and aren't real.

Reader's discretion advised.

I cried my eyes out, they were so swollen.

I pushed myself onto the bed, my whole body felt heavy. I closed my eyes and covered myself with the duvet. I wanted to hide myself in the bed, under the duvet, I wanted to disappear.

I drifted into a sleep, only to find myself looking at me.

I want to die, why can't I die?!

I was crying. The cold floor under my legs felt like ice.

Weird, I could say I felt the emotion, the pain.

My nose was bleeding, my head was too.

The blood oozed from my lower region as well, almost as if I had a dangerous injury in my abdomen or my lower region.

Even the baby...why, why?!

Baby...miscarriage.

No one seemed to care about me. The slap on my face was clear as a day.

I couldn't protect you either... I'm sorry...

Then, I drifted into a different scene.

Ian, please, I'm begging you.

No!

Ian, my love. He looked angry, my face was...covered in bruises.

Why did you do it!?

I don't know what you're talking about.

It was you! Right, it was! We were supposed to meet that day! We were...you were supposed to be there! You know what those alphas did to me!

Shut up, that's what your body is for anyways! To please other alphas!

A slap landed on my face, a crying face filled with a sorrowful expression.

Just do what you're told, look at you, not even your parents wanted you. They left you, because you disappointed them!

The tears slipped out of my eyes.

God...help me, please.

I was praying to God, but now I know, God doesn't exist for me.

My parents told me I was a failure...they told me to pack my things and go to my boyfriend....I am pregnant...

It was Ian's...but Ian didn't want it.

Get rid of that thing! It'll only bring us trouble!

I wanted to have my child, but in the end, I aborted it.

Ian, please stop! It hurts...

Ian was beating me. I was not much older than I am now.

Shut up you whore, you deserve this for flirting with other men in front of me without my permission!

I wanted to die. I always did.

This wasn't a dream, it was my past. A past I tired so hard to forget.

Without no avail.

You will do what you're told!

Ian was cruel, he beat me, he r@ped me the same way those alphas did.

He didn't allow me to go out without his permission, I had to hide my bruises.

I lost contact with my family. They hated me, they were disappointed in me. I was a failure to them.

I got pregnant with a man at the age of 18. How could they ever love an omega like me?

I lost all sense of freedom. I lost myself.

I wasn't sure of who I was anymore. I wanted to leave, to die.

Just suck it up.

Yes...suck it up.

To be continued...

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Hello guys, please, take note that this story is purely for fictional use. It does not depict any real scenario.

Although I know, that this happens in real life, and a lot of people live in an abusive relationship, I pray for all the kind and hopefully souls to be happy and get out of those relationships.

I hope it never happens to anyone, ever.

I wish you all the best in your lives, and if you've gone through a similar or even different difficult scenario, I hope you are alright and fight!

Sometimes it might be tough, but I believe in all kinds of souls, who wish to live!

I pray for all of you!

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