overall why I got reminded of this now is ki rn in feeling ki Am I really delusional? I mean r my so called male frnds really like what I like or were they acting to like it cuz they wanted to get in good books?? I'm confused now I thought a boy girl friendship is smtg really strong cuz in my case, in my clg, most of the girl girl frndships r kinda filled with jealousy or so and boy boy frndships are kinda not so deep as to share personals I feel so yeah I thought we both were thr for each other Even he did ofcourse Then later due to some misunderstanding or so or let's say a person, I somehow ended up believing that person and my best frnd slowly made a distance from me seeing I'm spending time with that person and he was like thoda sa hurt ig cuz I was spending more time with that person
But what did I think at that time was he was being jealous BUT AS A FRIEND
Like broooooo What the hell did I get by reading all the stories and novels when I couldn't figure out that my best frnd was in love with me??????🙃🙃🙃 And I also didn't understand whether I love him or not but yeah I really really really love spending time with him, laughing together, being myself around him without any filter and just love it when he laughs and yk feels fully free and enjoys when I'm around
Yaar what am I even saying I mean why am I even saying all this rn??? ifk bur I just wanted to vent it all out somewhere ig and here I am
2026-07-20
2
sony(mmdc)🖌️
mujhe toh lag rha abhi bhi aqal nahi aayi hai....if this is only for revenge what needed this marriage and all bullshit can't you say no
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Chinni(◕ᴗ◕)
overall why I got reminded of this now is ki rn in feeling ki
Am I really delusional? I mean r my so called male frnds really like what I like or were they acting to like it cuz they wanted to get in good books?? I'm confused now
I thought a boy girl friendship is smtg really strong cuz in my case, in my clg, most of the girl girl frndships r kinda filled with jealousy or so and boy boy frndships are kinda not so deep as to share personals I feel so yeah I thought we both were thr for each other
Even he did ofcourse
Then later due to some misunderstanding or so or let's say a person, I somehow ended up believing that person and my best frnd slowly made a distance from me seeing I'm spending time with that person and he was like thoda sa hurt ig cuz I was spending more time with that person
But what did I think at that time was he was being jealous BUT AS A FRIEND
Like broooooo
What the hell did I get by reading all the stories and novels when I couldn't figure out that my best frnd was in love with me??????🙃🙃🙃
And I also didn't understand whether I love him or not but yeah I really really really love spending time with him, laughing together, being myself around him without any filter and just love it when he laughs and yk feels fully free and enjoys when I'm around
Yaar what am I even saying I mean why am I even saying all this rn??? ifk bur I just wanted to vent it all out somewhere ig and here I am
2026-07-20
2
sony(mmdc)🖌️
mujhe toh lag rha abhi bhi aqal nahi aayi hai....if this is only for revenge what needed this marriage and all bullshit can't you say no
2026-06-07
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Amora💞
I'll try this time
2026-06-07
6