Morning After
Ash woke late, sunlight spilling across his room. His phone buzzed with notifications — more invites, more messages. He scrolled through them with a sigh.
Ron’s text stood out:
Ron: “Another party tonight. Don’t ditch me, butterfly.”
Ash smirked at the nickname. Ron had started calling him that after noticing how he fluttered from group to group, never staying long enough to land.
Campus Scene
On campus, Ash was greeted like always.
“Yo Ash!”
“Bro, you coming to the debate club meet?”
“Don’t forget the music fest sign-up!”
Ash nodded, smiling, saying yes to everything. Inside, though, he felt the weight of each promise.
Ron walked beside him, sunglasses on, grinning.
Ron: “You’re like a vending machine, man. People press a button, and you spit out a yes.”
Ash (laughing): “Better than spitting out a no.”
Ron: “Nah. Sometimes no is the sweetest word. Trust me, I’ve said it enough.”
The Library Encounter
Later, Ash slipped into the library for some quiet. He wasn’t expecting anyone to notice him there. But as he browsed the shelves, he caught sight of a boy sitting alone at a corner table — head bent over a notebook, completely absorbed.
The boy wore oversized clothes that seemed to swallow his frame, though Ash noticed he was actually taller — 184 cm compared to Ash’s 182. His posture was withdrawn, shoulders hunched, as if he wanted to disappear into the pages.
Yet even in that quiet corner, Nik radiated something intimidating. His jawline was sharp, his features striking, his eyes deep and unreadable. He wasn’t just handsome — he was the kind of handsome that unsettled you, that made you look twice.
Ash frowned slightly. “He’s taller. Sharper. More… commanding. But he hides it under those oversized clothes. Why?”
Before he could linger, Ron appeared, dragging him away.
Ron: “Come on, butterfly. Don’t get lost in the silence. There’s a lunch invite waiting.”
Ash glanced back once more at the boy, then followed Ron out.
'Evening Party'
That night, Ash found himself at yet another party. Music, laughter, drinks — the same routine. He smiled, danced, entertained.
But midway, exhaustion hit again. He excused himself, stepping outside into the cool air.
Ron followed, leaning against the wall.
Ron: “You look like you’re carrying the whole world.”
Ash: “Maybe I am. Or maybe I’m just tired of pretending.”
Ron: “Pretending what?”
Ash: “That I care about all this. The noise, the attention. It’s empty.”
Ron studied him for a moment, then softened.
Ron: “You know, Ash… you’re different. You’re not like me. You’re waiting for something real. And when it comes, you’ll know.”
'The Harsh Encounter'
As they re-entered, Ash noticed the quiet boy from the library — Nik — standing awkwardly near the doorway, oversized hoodie sleeves covering his hands. He looked out of place, eyes darting nervously at the crowd.
Nik: “Um… hi, Ash.”
Ash, caught off guard, frowned. His exhaustion and frustration spilled out sharper than he intended.
Ash: “Why are you even here? Crowds aren’t for you. Don’t force yourself.”
Nik’s eyes widened. He didn’t cry, didn’t argue. Instead, his gaze emptied, a faint shine glimmering in the corner of his eyes. It was the look of someone quietly hurt, someone used to swallowing pain without a word.
He nodded once, lips pressed tight, and turned away.
Ash felt a pang in his chest. “Why did I say that? He didn’t deserve it.”
'Secret Comfort'
Later, Ash found Nik sitting alone on a bench outside, hoodie pulled tight, shoulders hunched. The oversized clothes made him look smaller, though Ash knew he was taller.
Ash sat down quietly beside him.
Ash: “Hey… I was rude. I didn’t mean it.”
Nik kept his gaze on the ground, voice low but steady.
Nik: “You were right. I hate crowds. I don’t even know why I came.”
Ash: “Maybe because you wanted to see me?”
Nik’s head tilted slightly, but he didn’t answer. His silence was heavy, yet honest.
Ash sighed, softer now. “I shouldn’t have snapped. You… you’re different. And I notice that.”
Nik finally looked at him, eyes steady but still carrying that faint shine. His features in the dim light were intimidatingly handsome — sharp cheekbones, strong jaw, lips pressed into a thin line. He looked like someone who could command a room if he wanted to, but chose not to.
Ash felt strangely unsettled. “He’s taller, sharper, more intimidating. If he wanted, he could outshine me. But he doesn’t. He hides it. Why?”
'Handsome yet Contrasting'
As they sat in silence, Ash noticed the contrast between them.
Ash had the kind of beauty that shone in crowds — warm eyes, easy smile, a presence that lit up rooms. He was the butterfly everyone wanted to catch.
Nik, on the other hand, was quiet fire. Taller, sharper features, intimidatingly charming, but hidden under oversized clothes and a withdrawn posture. His beauty wasn’t loud; it was the kind that revealed itself only when you looked closely, when you cared enough to notice.
Ash’s competitive streak stirred. “He could be the top if he wanted. He has the looks, the aura. But he doesn’t use them. Why waste it?”
He didn’t know why, but Nik’s hurt gaze lingered in his mind longer than any laughter from the party. And as he sat there, comforting the boy in secret, Ash felt the first whisper of change.
Not romance, not yet — but a recognition. A rival in charm, a competitor in presence. And yet, beneath it all, Nik was genuinely kind.
For the first time, the butterfly wondered if maybe he had found someone who could match his wingspan — or even overshadow it.
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